The Panic-Button

Empty, but full at the same time.

Over time our lives change. Friends come and go.

I can't seem to let it go. Sometimes, I felt that I should have done something more to maintain it. It hurts to know that someone you treasure is not putting in effort to support the friendship.

But well, its funny how people interact with one another and finally settled with that very one special friend, whom I had come to care for and trust deeply. Then, after months or years of interaction, she just walk off.

Was it my fault for feeling so attached?

Or she for doing absolutely nothing at all?

It is time like this that I felt so helpless. And I could do nothing but to wait.

Yup, I'll be waiting for her to turn back. :)

And so I'm back for awhile, before I vanish into thin air again. :P

Finals coming in less than a month, and I think I'm barely surviving. I know I'm pushing my luck by attempting 3 papers this semester. Will only take 2 for the following semester. Going slow and steady. Nuh uh.

Classes were torturous, but have no choice but to endure them.

Anyway, those two you see in the photo above? Special friends of mine whom I already considered them as sisters. Whacky bunch.

<3