The Panic-Button

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin
lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

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Sleepover failed. haih.

Watching fireworks? Failed too. Thanks to sis who slept early and refuse to wake up.

... Slept earlier than usual yesterday. Around 1am and woke up at 4pm. Great.

Dreamt about a close friend of mine telling me I should be grateful. Cuz.. she did some de-ovum-ing or something and uses something sperm-ish thingy to do something i don't remember. I didn't manage to ask her what the hell is she talking. Thanks to sis who actually kicked me to wake me up. STUPID!!! how whacky can i get now.. in dreams also like that. ~_~

31st August 2007 - Malaysia's 50th Birthday..
Kinda boring if you ask me. Just wanna see fireworks at night. That's all. Full-stop.

Haih. What patriotic patriotic laaa.. Shut it la. Now i'm all alone in the house with my sis. Me feeling lonely.. me wanna go out!!!

When going Zangtoi?! me wan go...

When got big project?! me wan join...

When sleepover?! ... no comments ...

When go kai kai?! ... don't lepas my aeroplane sudah ...

......

Miss you. Taz~

Was tagged by my pembuli - Anisa.. Didn't know till just now because the cbox of mine cacat. lol.

Rules.
1. Each blogger must repost these rules.
2. Each blogger have to rant 8 random facts/habits of themselves.
3. List 5 ppl to be tagged.
4. Drop by their blog and let them know that they've been "TAGGED!".

The 8 Facts About Vivian Choong:


1. I want eat West 57th Street Cafe's desserts!!

OMG!! ~_~ My first visit to this cafe was few months ago with my aunt. Mouth-watering cakes i tell you (.. and fattening too. i know) and their .. what was it again? ice tea punch drink or something is really really nice. The drink taste lemon-ish like that.. ... no.. like ice lemon tea la. but the more concentrated geh.

Once my aunt's friend wanted to ciplak their drink, bought all the ingredients to make the drink.. but after FEW JUGS of unsuccessful ice tea punch.. she gave up and don't care ady. Go to the cafe and drink je la. hahahahaha..

Anyway, been going there for a few times with teddy.. and as promised, after the trials we'll go there again.. with Kim and Chris this time ! hehehe.. lalalalalaa~~~~

2. I shampoo my hair everyday except on Saturdays.

Started this habit since the beginning of this year. They say its bad to shampoo your hair everyday, no? so.. the reason i chose NOT to shampoo hair on saturday is cuz saturday usually i dun go anywhere. Stay at home je.. if got accounts class also, nt that will get dirty so fast right my hair? lol... blek. i dunno what i'm typing. ignore me.

3. I don't know how to use chopsticks until I'm in form 1.

Sad case right? CHINESE some more. I remember there was once I really got very the malu. That time went out to eat with friends and a teacher after a .. some competition i don't remember what. It was a chinese stall which sells noodle. so fine.. placed my order d. Then, when the food came right.. i asked for a fork. the teacher gave me a weird look and started questioning me about my cacat-ness. ~_~ Even the teacher know how to use a chopsticks and she's a MALAY!! WARGH!!! malu.. malu..

So after that incident, i practise and practise "kiap" stuffs with two batang of pencils. lol. Satisfied d only tried using chopsticks during meals. *grins* and i'm glad to say that i actually using the chopsticks the CORRECT method geh... no one taught me how to use it some more u know.. how geng is that?! ahhaha..

Oh.. btw, my parents use the cross method when using chopsticks.. which is the WRONG way of using the chopsticks. *grins*

4. Sometimes, people can't understand what i'm tryign to tell them.

Yes.. it's true! Don't understand why.. Maybe because i myself also blur when I explained to them stuff? Or is it just that I don't know how to explain to them properly.. Mayb i don't know how to talk properly? like whisper like that? "chi lei kan"? i dunno man.. gah.

5. I admire lots of seniors last time...

..when i was in form 1 that is. and it decreases gradually after that. why u ask? Cuz i was one crazy kid. I wasn't an outspoken person last time compared to the current me la. not that i am right nw anyway.. jus better. but Seriously laa.. I don't know much friends from other forms that time.. Another sad case ? haha.. Sad.. sad..

oh.. and i got reasons to admire the seniors k. If you were in my shoes la, being the.. almost-invible kid in the form, wouldn't you like.. memandang tinggi to those popular & famous seniors? I got my reasons k.. dun say i sot. But till now, i don't think anyone know this... whatever.

.....

EH!! got laaaa!!! i rmb i told someone. LOL!! ahhahaha.. nvm. forget it. My schooldays gonna end soon anyway..... ..... uhukz!!

6. I like to online and face the pc all the day long.

.... Yes. I'm a net addict. But hey! i'm better than last time okay.. Last time i was SOO addicted to an online game, Ragnarok Online (Ro) till i ignored everyone on my msger list. Blek! Now at least i still choi u guys right.. heh. Stopped my Ro since form 3... but lately i think gatal tangan back. Got "FREE FOR LIFE" package orh!!! haahhaha.. got the cd from chris, but till nw haven't install.

And yes, most of the time when i online also i got NOTHING to do. Simply read blogs here and there.. amuse myself with tongue twisters.. friendster.. dling *achem* mangas and read.. you know.. jus the crappy me la.

but must Stop d. spm coming. Need.To.Focus.

7. I like watching anime and manga.

.... as if u dunno me la. I used to watch and dl anime wan u know.. until my dad dun let me use bitTorrent to dl anime.. say P2P very dangerous and stuff.. virus here and there.. as if will be virus-free if dun dl stuff. chih!

oh.. did you know that my dad enjoys formatting the pc i'm using right now? he always cari pasal and go format the pc without me knowing. but most of the time he'll tell la so that i can back up my files. bt .. seriously.. why wanna format the pc all the time?! so mafan..

8. I don't know how to cook.. much.

My mom cooks good and delicious food. but i don't. The only thing i can cook is plain white rice, fried egg (itupun very ugly wan..), hmm.. white porridge, and.. lol. frying sausages. yup. that's all. .. don't ask how i gonna survive next time when i got family and stuff. by that time sure know d wan.

cuz.. did you know that my mom like me also gt zero cooking skill at my age? lol. seriously.. she only started to cook when she got married to my dad. lol. forced to, she said. i love my mom's sambal btw. lol. petai sambal. wakakakakak..

i heard she gonna cook tmr.. waaa~~~ .. but.. i got a huge ulcer.. GAH!

i 'm gonna tag:

1. Teddy Mak
2. Mellissa Mak
3. Lynnett Yip
4. Christina Lim
5. Mei Yan

blek!

I like! LOL

Anyway, yesterday was studying with Teddy, Kim and Adina for chemistry in library.. UNTIL aunty Claira the library aunty want to close the library around 5. We walked down to the canteen, wanted to continue our studies.. when suddenly we got the urge to takie takie pic! *grins* BLEK!

Chemistry!

That's when out of the sudden, shot THIS photo.

After that pic, blek! started taking pics UNDER the table. lol.. and yes. The theme for the day was "UNDER THE TABLE." WAKAKAKAKA!!!

The table we chose for today..

Fine.. maybe not all was taken under that table.. but still.. it was fun =D~!! we really must try again. lol.

Something i took on my way back.. not really clear.. no?
Oh yes.. the other day i went to my aunt's house and I think my parents told my uncle bout my latest obsession: photography.

Uncle started telling me stuffs, which I don't really remember. Something about trying something new other than this and that in the camera and stuffs laa.. and.. and..

..and.. VOILA!! *grins*

He lent me this book! hehehe.. Blek! haven't started reading the book yet.. heh.

.. for I might not be around this Monday. Maybe, maybe not.

UWAHHHH!!! I'M GONNA DIE!!!!! SOON!!!

*sobs* OMG. seriously la! UWAH!!

.. you wanna know what happened? Never mind.. my death can wait. I can't die until I finished this latest story of mine.

You know how dirty can restaurants be right? Not that I've never been to one. I had. Few years back, I think it was when I was in Standard 4. Had lunch in one of the stalls nearby. Ordered my fav: Chicken Rice. Unfortunately for me that day, I had to see one loooooooong strand of hair in my bowl of soup. So fine. Luckily I havent started eating. They changed my soup and.. no. That doesn't end there.

NOT only my bowl of soup had hair. My plate of RICE also got!!! I was so disgusted and till now, after MANY years that incident happened, i NEVER once went back to that stall.

And yes people. today it happened again. I've been to the restaurant few times before this, and I sort of like their curry laksa laa.. till today.

I slept in the car.. and was forced to wake up for lunch. So, blur blur la me..

You know curry laksa kan got fried onions and stuff geh.. and some more got curry, obviously.. so the whole thing was sort of in a dark colour la. and.. and.. i was eating. sharing with my mom.

Then i saw this a pretty dark round thing. I 'kiap' the thing out of my bowl with chopsticks and continued eating. When i almost finished the whole bowl, the round thingy caught my attention so i see lor.. i was pretty blur back then...

That's when i saw something furry.. like got hair like that the round thingy. >_< .... after the image gone thru every part of my brain for analyzing... i found out that.. that.. that..

OMG. i felt like shouting out loud in the restaurant 'OMG!! LALAT!! LALAT!!' lol.. and no.. if you know me well enough, i would NEVER do that in public. so i CALMLY showed my parents the FLY on the table.. and.. i stopped eating. i don't feel like eating anymore....

.... the waiter can summore say SORRY to me.. ~_~.. didn't charge us for that curry laksa.. ... but one hting for sure,...

I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THAT RESTAURANT AGAIN!!! NEVER!!!!

like seriously i'm waiting for the worst to come.. right here and NOW. OMG. >_< Help me!!! *sobs* the worst thing is that.. my darling camera was inside my pocket all along!!! i was so sure that it was shouting out for me to use it and capture a pic of ROASTED FLY.

GAH!!!!! HOW CAN I BE SO STUPID?!!?!?! SMACK ME!!! GAH!!! Last but not least, i'm so gonna reveal that restaurant's name. It's..

HAILAM CHICKEN RICE @ SENTUL BOULEVARD!!!!

GAH!!! stupid stupid stupid!! >.< P.s: some of u might think i'm one jakun kid like that right?!! nvm.. i like laa! GAH!!

The day we had pizzas during Sci and Maths party..

The day the prefects did some ghostbusting..

The first sleepover at my aunt's house with Teddy Mak..

..., the day Teddy saw someone's bottom a.k.a Bottomless Guy ..

The Day the school had carnival (2007)



Last but not least, the day my dearest 5U'07 drama- No One Knows!

Orang Kuat PROPS babe!!

From Left to Right: Farah, Vian, SFaye, SMay, YiLing.

P.S: Teddy Mak will be coming back today from her Ipoh&Camerons holidays! weeeee~~~