It's out!!



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I DROVE TO SCHOOL TODAY!!

=D

Not my first, but.. oh well.



doubt I'll be driving after this though.

Maybe once in awhile, idunno.



Mom told me she was stuck at home the whole day.

*shrugs*


i'm back.

Hope to discover the EXACT date when the 08/09 board will be stepping down.

When I do manage to find out, will put up a countdown board for it on my blog.



New mindset after a good rest I had:

I'll just swallow everything anyone gives me.
I don't give a damn about it.

Any complaints?
Think about the further actions you would like to execute. Don't bother telling me and Please don't expect me to do the thinking for you. My brain has been constantly working overtime. My poor poor brain.

I'll just do what my job requires me to do and nothing extra.

When I feel it's appropriate to stand up, I will.


I'm sorry. Have not been feeling like myself these days. I'm suppose to post up more activities I've been up to. Instead, I had to let my readers keep guessing what my feelings were these days.

I'm sorry.

(God. I hate the word "sorry" and coming from me?!)

This will be the last post about this imbalance emotion of mine.

Ta.



Sick of everything, unsatisfied, discontented, exhausted..



And the thought that I'm NOT even PAID to do this!

How the hell did my "ancestors" manage to go through all this?!!!!
Maybe the difference of the attitudes in our guardians I suppose. *shrugs*


I don't think I can stand this anymore. Few months seem like YEARS to me now.


"Sorry" is just not enough.


And no hugs can cure this nearly crushed heart of mine.

Caught a glimpse of the opening while my grandpa was watching the TV. Brought back memories when the movie started showing more than 5 years back. Never knew the title of the song until today. XD

=D


Bid farewell to the Malaysian University English Test (Reading, Writing, and Listening) this morning.

Yay...

MIGHT have to say Hello back to them though. idunno. *sobs*

Was so nervous this morning. So stress till my "time-of-the-month" came early in the morning. Thank god it's not during the papers! If not, I'll be so fidgety and restless the whole time.

*sigh*

Anyhow, left Speaking for MUET. Mine is Session 2 (11.00am) on the 12th of May.

=)


/Update\
I was actually pretty amazed by the speaker in the CD during the Listening test la!!
IF ONLY THEY USED THE SAME SPEAKER FOR EVERY TEST WE TOOK. GEEEZ!!
\Update.e/


Lots of homework to be completed!


Oh! I've made a decision few days back: No fried food for Vivian C. for the next 3 months.



p.s: I need my dose of "boobs-squashing" moments. lol.

I was looking forward to it.

but...

I felt kinda insulted today.

Did I look like I won't act professionally when it comes to someone close to me?




I was already planning to shut my mouth up the whole time.

And enjoy myself.


(Then laugh at her later)



But noooooooooooooo

You kicked me out.

=____=




Does it even matter? It's suppose to be a decision done by the whole organisation.

Not me alone.


*sigh*


Things they take notice when they shouldn't, really.




*sigh*





NOW, ABOUT THINGS THEY SHOULD SET THEIR EYES ON...

I'M SO DISSAPOINTED! AND TO THINK THAT THEY HAD THE PRIVILEDGE TO DO THINGS THEY SHOULDN'T DO! I MEAN C'MON LA. MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST CANCEL THE WHOLE THING AND LET EVERYONE GO. BUT NOOOOOO, YOU EXCLUDED SOME. AND YOU TELL ME THAT I, VIVIAN CHOONG MADE IT SOUNDED THAT I WANTED IT TO BE CANCELLED?!!! 



THE NERVE I TELL YOU!

Perhaps you're right about me being a midget. We'll see soon enough..


Just not my day.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
TO KUAN KIT LENG =D

*shall insert a pic of KitLeng soon*


=D

Lotsa love,
Vivian C.

Stupid effing things keep happening these days.


1. Stupid NYC.
Makes her own decision however as she likes it. The most yong sui person I tell you! Grrrrrrrrrr!





2. Studies.
I haven't been doing so well. I am TRYING to live up to people's expectation. Need to improve alot, like REALLY ALOT in my Economics. I mean, how hard can it be?!!!!!!!

*hypnotise self* Logic only... logic only.. *shakes head*

as if la I have been good in reasoning things out... Gah!



Oh! MUET is next Saturday!!! DX Can't wait till it's all over.





3. Isolation?
I think I am already immune to it. =D





4. Teacher's Day.
Yay! The day we shall celebrate the ones who had contributed soooooooooo much to us students! Ohmigod!!!

Oh wait! =D There's more!

Us prefects (or at least I am) will be working like sh*t on that for most teachers won't be involved. =D Waaaaaa~~~

I love teacher's day.







5. Prefects' Interview
Do you know that every year there will be at least ONE candidate who will break down?

"Why so serious?"





6. Respect
Thank you so much for reminding me.

I LOVE YOU SO EFFING MUCH THAT I CAN KISS MY ELBOW, REACH OUT FOR THE STARS (HAHA! Hak cipta terpelihara?), GET SOME PASSIONATE SUNBURN (??) FROM THE SUN OBVIOUSLY AND FLY TO THE BIG CHUNK OF CHEESE WHICH STRANGELY LOOK LIKE THE MOON(?!?!?)!


btw, life is unfair. =D
deal with it.

7. Liar liar pants on fire
I finally had my first headache in school for real. All these while, I'll just blurt the word out but can't really feel it.

Now, I finally am.






8. Laughing pills.
I need them. It felt soooo long since I took them... *sigh*

Guess I'll be replacing them with some regular dosage of homework during the weekends.



Happy weekends people.

You know,



I can't believe we just did it.

I'm ashamed of myself.

If you're not, then its ok. I'll do the "malu" part for you.

I won't blame you guys. Have fun.









When are the lower six girls coming in?!!!!!!
Can't wait to see my successor!


Remember last week I posted the short clip of how hyper my mom was?



There. The Kellogg's "commercial" by mom.



The breakfast set is still in my room and it's starting to collect dust.


Then it got me wondering:


WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO WITH THE STUPID ROBOT SET?!!!



So, guess what? I told mom about it.. and...



Mom insisted we use the robot for our lunch.




















































OBVIOUSLY NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!







Sis and I DEFINITELY won't be bringing THAT THING to school! We'll be the laughingstock in the whole school for a week if we actually use it I tell you..... or perhaps longer!!!! Besides, it's so bulky compared to the usual lunch box we bring to school these days.. PLUS, we're not fond of robots and it looks ridiculously stupid.

NO?!!!

....

And 100% my dad won't be using THAT ok!?!!










Now what do I do with you, oh Mr.Robot?

OH OH OH!!


Before I forget righttttttt....

ALL THE BEST
to the classes who got into the finals this Monday!!!
(5B, 5U, 5T, 5A)

For English drama I mean.

I sure hope the sixth formers are allowed to watch. Don't think we'll be allowed to do so though. Studies and all.. Perhaps during MUET periods. Oh well.

=DDDDDDDD

me wanna take some photos with you people in costumes wei!! =D

Weeeeeee~~~~~~~~

Lyrics from some fans. Its original comes without the lyrics.





Follow as the time flows in everlasting waves
Hold on to the dreams you have every day
Wander to the lands that are so far away

Watch me, come with me into the pouring rain

Though the trail is so long, so cold
I still know, we will make it
Will our story be lost in the wind?
Will it live on to sing on again?

Follow as the time flows in everlasting waves
Hold on to the dreams you have every day
Wander to the lands that are so far away

Hear me when I sing to you, oh please won't you stay?

Though the trail is so long, so cold
I still know, we will make it
Will our story be lost in the wind?
Will it live on to sing on again?




AFTER STPM, I'LL PLAY TILL I DROP.

Yesterday was Good Friday.


=D School declared the day a holiday. Soooooo happy!!

A longer weekend puts a smile on Vivian's face.

Can't you see?!!!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Lol.

And all I did yesterday was few simple exercises on Maths Paper 1.

Woke up at 11am. Did a bit of Maths. Played with Vel and Snuf.
Then, sis had a meeting in Brickfields. Had to wait for her in the car with mom. Slept while doing so.

When I reached home around 5pm, I slept and slept and slept till I couldn't do so anymore till 2am this morning.

Great. Will have to suffer now.










p.s: I have to admit that I sounded like a ^(oo)^ in this post. lol.

testing 1 2 3

#1: My Mr.BotakMan

He's finally not "botak" anymore!!!!! After few days of worrying man!!! His hair is finally 'sprouting'!!!!

7th Day after he started taking medicines prescribed by Dr.Choong. XDDDD
Not bad huh?!!!!

Let's just hope my medicine not too strong until his whole head is full of hair... If not, I'll have to call up Ms.Vivian to trim his hair.

People, please remember this advice ok?

Always seek for professional help whenever there is an emergency.

For this lill fella, he did. And thank god he's not bald anymore!! I mean, he's so young and all.... *sigh*



#2: The King of Rabbit Poop



AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

LOOK!!! There's still a bit of undigested hay!!! and it's stuck to the poop!!! XDDDDDD

It's Velvet's poop btw. XD

#3: 110th CBN Merchandise

I finally got my hands on these. =D Not that I'll wear them always.. but just for remembrance la.

RM15 for the shirt, RM10 for the cap.

Gosh. I'm kinda glad I'm still in the school when CBN celebrates her 110th birthday.


=D


Go to the school's kooperasi if you want to get your hands on them. =)


#4: Kellogg's Frosties Free Gift

Buy a box of Frosties and you'll get to play a game of puzzle.

Which we did. And we manage to win a ... *reads label* Premium Breakfast set (StarWars).




And mom was sooooooooo happy. Don't ask why.

My mom is so cute in this video XDDDDD

And it's in cantonese. Too bad to those who don't know chinese.




XD I really don't get why mom was being sooooo happy and laughing all time. Really.

RM6.99 for all those are really more than what we had paid.. but... == for mom being that hyper...

oh well. As long she's happy with what she had just purchased. LOL.

#5: Naruto Logo/Badge


The very first one I made for my campaign!!! There are only 24 out there. On that day, I remember I saw a few lying in a rubbish bin. So,... *sigh*


Brings back memories. Don't you think? *sigh*

I guess the fact that I used Naruto three years back didn't actually made it happen though. But its the thought that counts.

At least I get to hold on to something much more meaningful than just another animated character I've been reading/watching few years back.

Haha! Naruto huh? Who would've thought I was that childish?!

Form 4 girl man!!!! XDD


#6: Message from Vivian



I totally enjoyed my weekends this time. Although alot of homework yet to be completed, at least I had enough sleep. 13 hours on Friday night and 8 hours on Saturday night =D

WEEEE~~~

Till next post! Ta~

29th March 2009, Sunday

Senior Prefectorial Board 08/09 stall =D


I took none of the photos here. My dad was the photographer on that day =DDD












I like Anisa's tattoo. lol.
Only manage to see this when I was browsing through the photos in the camera.









Special thanks to my family members!! =DDDDDDD

It's already the third week since you left the family.


Sam chat, huh?

Before you knew it, it's gonna be one whole year.. then a decade..
and another decade passes by.. then another and another.






How are you doing over there, ma mah?

i miss your presence in the living room.
i miss your smile whenever i passes by.
i miss your pointless laughter.
i miss you.

I can't sleep tonight. No thanks to the long nap I took this evening.
Will be having the Parents-Teachers Interview later.

*sigh*

Ohhhhhhh~~

Took a trip to the school's Kooperasi this afternoon and there are soooo many things I feel like buying for myself. LOL.

And they are all 110th Year CBN souvenirs! Too bad I didn't have a camera with me. Haven't been taking much photos these days...

I know the stock has been there for a week or two... but... it's not like I have all the time for myself and just take a random walk to the Kooperasi and go... urm... window shopping?

lol.

Anddddddddd!!! =D Me wants cap, the new shirt and letter opener!!

Siapa mahu beli untuk saya?!!

Weeeeee~~~~




(update)
you know what?
I felt lame rereading this post of mine.
Window shopping in my own school's kooperasi?!!!
What are you thinking Vivian?!! DX

It's my last year in CBN. For real. No more turning back and indulge the fact that I'm still a school girl..

As time passes by, I noticed I'm wasting alot of precious time doing alot of things which are not worthy enough to be remembered. But I guess some things are unavoidable.

Let's take my duty as a prefect for example.

Every single day, no matter how hard I try to fulfill teachers' requests.. They just keep coming. And regardless of how I felt or how I am coping with my studies, they keep pouring in. But there are moments which I will forever treasure in my memories.






But so far, the bitter ones are the ones troubling me right now.





*sighhhh*


Who would've thought I will spend the last year of CBN in darkness?

April is here. What have I done other than sulking in a corner?

I refused many hands who tried reaching out for me.
You may be right about me being selfish.





I guess I deserve it alrighty. I'm neither here nor there.

It's either I drown in my own world, trying to strive my best...
or..............


*sigh*





But deep down.. I have this high expectation of how everything is supposed to be.. And no matter how hard it is to accept what I've got myself into, this feeling about that certain community will never be changed. If I'm forced to work alone, I WILL DAMN RIGHT DO MY BEST!!! It's a damn frustrating thing to do when you have no cooperation from the community you expecting from. And it's tiring to cope with when you're working full time while others can goyang kaki.




On another note, my first test was a disaster. My marks had dropped, compared to my finals last year. *sigh*

Can't wait till I step down and drop every single responsibilities on me. Till then, I don't think I'll ever be able to focus 100% on my studies. 75% maybe??

And dammit la. File checking is here. Maths Paper 1 work is waayyyyyyyyy overdue.................




Miss Choo is gonna go all
"MISS CHOONG?!"
"MISS JAREENA?!"
"MISS ANG?!"
"MISS MAK?!!!!"

OH! btw, it's April Fool's Day huh?
Happy April Fool's Day to you then.











GET IT?!!!

The Author

A student currently pursuing the ACCA qualification.

She despises Mondays, cherishes Fridays, and totally adores weekends.

Enjoys doing many typical activities.

Just another ordinary girl, until you really know her well. ;P In actual fact, I'm SUPERGIRL! *laughs*

Vivian C.

Vivian C.

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