The Panic-Button

These are some of my discoveries on deviantart.com. *cough*

Featuring Riku from Kingdom Hearts yo!

*cough*


Couldn't find any nice shots of Sora mainly because his hair is too outrageous to be cosplayed (in my opinion, that is). Most of them are too "yongsui" when they actually style their hair the "durian hairstyle."


In addition to that, Riku's hair seems to be able to cover the cosplayer's eyes well. (thus, allowing me to enjoy his poses without looking at his face. =P)

So... XD Enjoy.

(btw, click to enlarge)












And just for fun:


hehehehehehhee...


Oh yes..
Posting up guys pictures like these does not mean I would like my future bf to be like him (white dyed hair, wearing chains, with eyeliners, and etc). =_= Okai? If I really do bumped into some guys dressing up outrageously like him, I would seriously get freaked out and try to avoid them. Don't feel comfortable around them =.=

*shrugs* You can find them alot in Sg.Wang btw.

Heh.

K. First test is coming. Have to continue studying. Ta!~

Was doing some bloghopping just now and I landed on Chris's blog. Been awhile since I read hers, so I had to spend quite some time to read her updates. That's when I discovered this, an Enneagram test. Decided to give it a try since I didn't have the urge yet to complete my homework or study....

Focused on the presentation of success, to attain validation

People of this personality type need to be validated in order to feel worthy; they pursue success and want to be admired. They are frequently hard working, competetive and are highly focused in the pursuit of their goals, whether their goal is to be the most successful salesman in the company or the "sexiest" woman in their social circle. They are often "self-made" and usually find some area in which they can excel and thus find the external approbation which they so desperately need. Threes are socially competent, often extroverted, and sometimes charismatic. They know how to present themselves, are self-confident, practical, and driven. Threes have a lot of energy and often seem to embody a kind of zest for life that others find contagious. They are good networkers who know how to rise through the ranks. But, while Threes do tend to succeed in whatever realm they focus their energies, they are often secretly afraid of being or becoming "losers."

Threes can sometimes find intimacy difficult. Their need to be validated for their image often hides a deep sense of shame about who they really are, a shame they unconsciously fear will be unmasked if another gets too close. Threes are often generous and likable, but are difficult to really know. When unhealthy, their narcissism takes an ugly turn and they can become cold blooded and ruthless in the pursuit of their goals.

Because it is central to the type Three fixation to require external validation, Threes often, consciously and unconsciously, attempt to embody the image of success that is promoted by their culture. Threes get in trouble when they confuse true happiness, which depends on inner states, with the image of happiness which society has promoted. If a Three has a "good" job and an "attractive" mate, she might be willing, through an act of self-deception which is also self-betrayal, to ignore the inner promptings which tell her that neither her job, nor her mate are fulfilling her deeper needs. Even the most "successful" Threes, who generally appear quite happy, often hide a deeply felt sense of meaninglessness. The attainment of the image never quite satisfies.

Threes can sometimes mistype themselves when they mistake the more superficial features of their personalities as indicators of their type. So, for instance, an intellectual Three might mistype as a Five; a Three who is devoted to her role as mother might think she is a Two; a Three in a leadership position might mistype as an Eight and so on. Regardless of the manifestation however, the core of the type Three fixation is the deep need for external validation.

http://www.eclecticenergies.com/enneagram/introduction.php

Makes you ponder and think whenever you do these kind of personality test.

"OMG, Vivian! This is so true! Remember when........"

"OMG, VIVIAN CHOONG! What is this?! Few years back when you....."

Don't you think so?

Lol. I recalled back those exact words blurted out by a random fella I met few months back.

think happy thoughts.
think random stuff.
think crappy-ly.

=D

heeeeeeeeeeeeee

First thing first, I'm sorry for not updating as much as I used to do last time. Another thing would be all the rants I've been putting up on my blog these days. Not like there's any purpose for the existence of this blog of mine anyway.. Then again, I've been apologising to many people these days that I got kinda immune to it. So, wth la right? Might as well apologise to you readers too.

....

So, Sports' Day is coming in less than two weeks time. Right after that would be the monthly test for the fourth and sixth formers. I hate school. Bah.

Seriously, it's just a matter of time before I break down and spill everything out. Many stupid decisions from THEM which will then cause me to WORK WORK WORK and MORE WORK. Why can't you, for once, get some work done and not ME?!

....

Stupidstupidstupidstupid

My all-time personal favourite songs. Enjoy! =D

stop effing giving me reasons that you can't do this and that i had had enough of people coming to me telling me their problems why don't you suggest a solution to the problem you are having instead of pushing the problem to me i know everyone has their own very personal set of problems to deal with but please please please don't effing push everything to me i am not your slave but i felt like one if you can be so selfish why can't i be one too i should have accepted the fact that life is never fair to anyone you make me felt so miserable and i felt like giving everyone who treated me like i am a nobody a big slap what the hell la if you are busy then i myself also busy ok i need to study too and i have been missing so many classes lately and now you are saying how important your classes are mine not la is it stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid i am beginning to feel like all these problems begun all because of me and my bad capability to delegate jobs properly or perhaps my communication skills stinks like shit now im stuck and feeling all down and blaming myself or is it them who are just plainly being inconsiderate i shall always be the first one in the line to get blame for something what do i get in return in the end shit la what else so smart so much homework to do revision also have not started any so many people demanding for so many things how to entertain so many people home also get scolding school also scolding both considered my home also i beh tahan how to tahan go outside ba but what to do weekend i just wanna sleep sleep sleep also gets scolding its so effing hard to stand so many things shooting at me at the same time so sick of everything do this also kena do that also kena do nothing also kena do everything i will die first i got only one brain two hands two legs two eyes lo what to do only you can say everything i cannot have my own say when i do you say i so brave already can fight back haih so sick and tired i want my holidays so please please please long long holidays please come earlier so that i can have my own sweet time to rest but you see i got still have stpm this year oh wa so syiok then i have to work hard lo

k la tata babai your slave here want to go back to work again already

Attended a camp (Kursus Ketua Kump & Ujian Kelas Kedua) under the Girl Guides as one of their committee members. Here's a short list of some discoveries I've made during the camp:

1. I used to think I'm one of those weaklings or pampered child in any camps I've gone to. Always the one who had to rely on others for help and assistance.. Hah! You're so wrong, Vivian Choong! *wink wink* =D After the particular camp, it totally changed my mind! =D

2. This was the second time I had to cook for a camp. So, I kinda got used to the concept similar to kancheong kitchen already. I think. You know, by attending the camp (or any other GG camps), it kinda give me a warm fuzzy feeling that I am still being appreciated, in one way or another. *sigh* ... I wish school would be emit those feeling too.

3. I HATE people coming into the kitchen, act as if they're so high and mighty liddat and say "ME HUNGRY, ME WANT FOOD" padahal the whole group of "chefs" (chefs? ...Lol) are working hard to cook for the meal. Please be considerate la! It's effing hot and stuffy in the kitchen. Imagine you have to be the one rushing for the meal. How would YOU feel?

4. There are alot of ways to cook certain dishes. LOL. I didn't know that...

5. Cooking for a large amount of people is hard. It's difficult to estimate how much ingredients you have to use or how much rice you have to cook so that it's ngam-ngam. *shrugs*

6. Oh! I drove to the HQ for the camp you know! Haha! =D No more waiting for parents or my aunt to fetch me back home after the camp. So convenient!



PS: No photos cause I'm feeling all lazy right now. Next GG event would be this Thursday.

PPS: School is definitely not where I want to be these days. *sigh* I don't mind the fact that I have to stay back in school longer, but please... no more random work for me. Dammit. Weekend, please come faster!

Shoot.



I slept. Still in my uniform.



I haven't pack my bag for tomorrow.



But I can't wait!

HAPPY WEEKENDS!!! =D



P.S: MIGHT blog about the party we had. Maybe not cause most of the time I was all over the school doing random stuffs.

P.P.S: I forgotten to press the word "publish," which explains why this post come up so late. ahahahahahahahah

After FOUR days of school, both sis and I are like half dead. Every single day had to stay back for random reasons. Running here and there. No wonder I fainted on my sis's bed when I reached home, in my uniform some more! *sobs* Tomorrow still have to stay back cuz sis having accounts class with Mrs.Rozario. *sigh*

Btw, tomorrow we'll be having the KongsiRaya party. Us sixth formers will be celebrating in Nazareth. This time, the school want to resume P&P the last two periods. YOU TELL ME LA, who will have the spirit to study after the party? *sigh*

=D I still can't wait for this Saturday!

Gosh. It has been such a looooooooooooong week!

The Japanese kusudama (薬玉; lit. medicine ball) is a paper model that is usually (although not always) created by sewing multiple identical pyramidal units (usually stylized flowers folded from square paper) together through their points to form a spherical shape. Alternately the individual components may be glued together. Occasionally, a tassel is attached to the bottom for decoration.

Kusudama originate from ancient Japanese culture, where they were used for incense and potpourri; possibly originally being actual bunches of flowers or herbs. The word itself is a combination of two Japanese words kusuri, Medicine, and tama, Ball. They are now typically used as decorations, or as gifts.

Wanna learn how to make this?

=D Simple! Go YOUTUBE, type "Kusudama", and search for Expert Village's videos on Kusudama! =D

Or you can always ask me =D tRalalallalalal~
Heehheheheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!