The Panic-Button

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- I've answered this Q many times before.. and the answer would be age 27. Maybe.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- Sleep. Really. Zzzzzz~

3. If you have a closex3 friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
- IF, huh? I wouldn't consider that fella as my friend. Why should I? Please leave me alone lo if whatever you do also pisses me off. Thank you.

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
- Urm. I've never thought of that. =__= I might be one of them who loves to eat but... "eat all I want in the world and not get fat"??!!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- Living my life my way. Tralalalalala~ No boundaries or limits to what I wanna do.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- No. As simple as that.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Myself. =( Imagine all the things u've manage to achieve (from family, friendship to career n love..) which in the end you'll never be able to carry forward with you.. *sigh*

8. When was ur latest best moment?
- *grins*

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Nop. Maybe I will just give him some hints. lol. I still think girls who makes the first move will never be appreciated.. But if the guys think that way too, then there would be no progress lo! Damn.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Not really that close though. I'll just describe her then. 1. Crazy (stg with predicting the weather thingy), 2. Mouliu (seriously. ==) 3. A pro skater (based on her posts)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Loads. I think I've blogged about this before. Dig the post out yourself if you're interested =P

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- Hmm.. betraying me?

13. What is your ambition?
- I'm still undecided. "Something to do with finance", that's what I've been telling people.

14. Is anyone really perfect?
- There're just people who aims to be perfect. =)

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
- Can I have both? =P Maybe I would choose 'rich' first... Or maybe not.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- Hmph.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- My problems are kinda spread out to many different unique individuals out there.

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
- Neh. Life doesn't work that way.. Would never wanna defy the circle of life. ;)

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?
- Me! =D

And lastly, I would like to tag...
1. Y
2. O
3. U

=) its ok to ignore this if you ain free.

Hey!

Finals will be starting rightttttttt after the holidays. So, remember to study k!!

Btw, I really really appreciate the prefects who stayed back everyday since Monday this week till very late. Names? Teddy Mak, Ezza, Aishah, Jo Ann, Aishwariya, Nafisa, Michelle, Kit Ting, Sarah, Farah, Shafiezan... ;)

Especially Teddy Mak. Really... *hugs*

I'm really touched. Thank you, people =D


See you guys back after the holidays end. Gonna hide myself in the room as much as I can.

study study study study!

XD If only Val knew I uploaded this...

You know what's the hardest part being close to a friend you're fond with? It's the "side-effect" of her leaving by my side I never liked. I guess I'm someone who enjoys lingering in her own past. Knowing those special moments would never be repeated in chapters ahead.

I never liked listening to stories unrelated to me. Maybe not all the time because I can be a bit of nosey when I want to. But all those bullshit (!!!) about you, you, you, you, you, and all you? Save it for your future grandchildren. They would find it more interesting than I do. Really.

Gah. I can be all goody-goody on the outside. But inside I can be badmouthing about you for all I care. What rights do you have to stop me? None! But the thing is, I can't. It does me no good at all. I've been keeping alot of things to myself so much that I can barely hold it in much longer. Kept me thinking whether you're just as selfish as I am. Well, I'm just not satisfied. If you think I can just leave my problem as it is, you can jolly well stick your head in the toilet bowl (!!!) and STAY THERE, YOU PIECE OF SHIT.

Just get away from me already! Dx Play all mysterious with me and for that, I will at least will much more comfortable. Friendships are NOT meant to be one-way, no? You shooting me all the time? Gah. When will you understand?


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*BREATHES IN, BREATHES OUT~

GAHHHH!!! *pulls hair, knocks head to the wall*

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I am currently missing Cheryl Khoo and Sue Faye.

And another video I like:

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!!

After school today, Teddy Mak actually drove me to Alpha Angle @ Wangsa Maju (to jalan-jalan) and dropped me back at MY HOME safely!!! Just the two of us in the car! Two "experienced" drivers in the car yo! =D

Too bad there was no camera in the car.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Not bad loh her driving. =D

You know, after Teddy dropped me at my home, I was sooooo worried that Teddy Mak would get lost in my area and end up stranded somewhere-I-dunno-where =.= Who knows how good (or bad) her sense of direction is...

This is her first time sending me back home and her first time driving on the main road ALONE. THANK GOD she manage to reach home safely. =)

Oh oh! Just another note to Teddy Mak before I end this post.

Dear Teddy Mak,
Thank you for EVERYTHING today. That lunch-dinner meal from your parents, the cheesecake @ Secret Recipe, the car's petrol (*cough*), your tolerance and most importantly, your companionship... =D Although we didn't do anything much at Alpha Angle, but we did have a good time together, didn't we? =D

Thank you very much! =DDDD

P.S: Today is 11/9! o.O

Love,
Vivian C.

I think I'm going mad soon. It's a tough job to keep my sanity in place when there's so many things to care for.

All these homework, studies, and prefects.

I hardly have any time to watch TV. (I lost my interest to finish the Hooping Dulcinea these days btw) That's mainly because I had substitute the time to take naps. .... =/ maybe some people out there wouldn't consider my 'nap' as nap. More to 'sleep' since my 'nap' is like 5-7hours of being unconscious. XD Rest time ok! A very good time investment: If I don't get my sleep, my brain can't function properly and thus, causing my ability to think properly deteriorate. This will then lead to UNCOMPLETED homework.

And the last thing I want is the teachers starting to complain about me.

Doing homework is like a marathon the teachers had forced me to sign up. Really.

It's amazing that I still haven't break down or stop half-way through the race.

It must be my stamina doing its job =D

*hugs self*

AND WHO SAID ARTS STUDENTS MORE RELAX?! Gah. We have an equal share of stress most of the science students having (OK, maybe not those under Miss Winnie's clas =.= That's super high level of stress). Lots of facts to memorize and such.

Gah! And one more thing, DO NOT JUDGE ME.
You have no rights to do so unless you know me personally.

=D

I guess I won't be blogging much these days. Till next post, ta~ =)

Heard we'll be starting our Finals paper on 16th October! Must start studying already alrighty? At least that's what I hope xD

1. Nothing much happened this week at school..

2. Most recent outrageous thing I did was I slept in my school uniform (didn't shower) from 9pm till 5am the next morning. =.=

3. I can't wait for the Raya week holidays..

4. Watched Stardust recently. And it was pretty interesting lo =D although I gotta admit it's pretty crappy... I like all the fantasy2 stuff they showed in the show =D Unicorns? Witches? Urm... Lightning catchers? xD

5. There's another ulcer in my mouth. Ouch.

6. SPM trials starting next week, if i'm not mistaken. The fifth formers SHOULD be feelign all the stress around them.

7. There's MUET, Maths (Ms.Choo's), and Business Studies Longman notes for homework. How to enjoy my weekend you tell me?

8. *poke* neeeehhhhhhh~~~~ =3 I mau makan takoyaki~~~~~ Oh. I think I'm gaining some weight here.

9. Btw, Big Apple is opening a branch in Alpha Angle, Wangsa Maju. What laaaa...

10. =D nite. babai

=D Been awhile since I talked about my driving eh?

My "P" driving license is almost 6 months old.. (Got my license at the first or second week of March, if i'm not mistaken) and my driving skills are getting better, based on my mom's reaction whenever I drive that is.

She used to be so panicky whenever I get behind the wheels. But now? =D She even sit at the back of the passenger seat and let sis accompany me at the front!! And sometime, she can even sleep while I was driving!!!

That proves how safe my driving skills are! ;)


Btw, I'm such a lucky beginner driver. I get to practice driving both a manual and auto car every now and then =)


Do you know that I'm a slow driver? I can't seem to speed when I'm driving..

Oh yeah. I'm getting the hang of doing the "L" reverse parking, especially the one at my house ;)


But you know, I don't think I did any side parking since I got my license =/ Oh well...


P.S: I got a feeling I'll be allowed to drive the Kelissa to school alone whenever dad not driving it to work.... Can't wait! =D

;) D'endthankyu