You know what's the hardest part being close to a friend you're fond with? It's the "side-effect" of her leaving by my side I never liked. I guess I'm someone who enjoys lingering in her own past. Knowing those special moments would never be repeated in chapters ahead.
I never liked listening to stories unrelated to me. Maybe not all the time because I can be a bit of nosey when I want to. But all those bullshit (!!!) about you, you, you, you, you, and all you? Save it for your future grandchildren. They would find it more interesting than I do. Really.
Gah. I can be all goody-goody on the outside. But inside I can be badmouthing about you for all I care. What rights do you have to stop me? None! But the thing is, I can't. It does me no good at all. I've been keeping alot of things to myself so much that I can barely hold it in much longer. Kept me thinking whether you're just as selfish as I am.Well, I'm just not satisfied.If you think I can just leave my problem as it is, you can jolly well stick your head in the toilet bowl (!!!) andSTAY THERE, YOU PIECE OF SHIT. Just get away from me already! Dx Play all mysterious with me and for that, I will at least will much more comfortable. Friendships are NOT meant to be one-way, no? You shooting me all the time? Gah. When will you understand?
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