With that, I end my second semester of ACCA. :)


Hopefully I can manage to pass my F5 paper, was very unpredictable. I was ever so ready to cook up a story to serve the examiner, looks like they don't need it after all. :(

ROI & RI. *sigh*

Nevertheless, let's hope I manage to pass it. Getting a marginal failure on this will definitely rip my heart apart. :'(

Anyhow, it's disturbing to see a close friend of yours feeling so down and yet couldn't do anything to help her. On the other hand, I can't help but to think that she could have done better to control that urge of hers to do something so... stupid. == Being rebellious? Bah. It was an impulsive act nonetheless. Stupid.

*sigh*



Anddddddd, :D woohooo! Exams over and I'm free for the next 3 weeks!!!!!! :DDDDDD

I sometime wished my mind is like a blank canvas.


Empty, but full at the same time.

Pointless things have been lingering on my mind for quite some time. I do realize that I should have invested the time into something more productive aka studies, but I can't seem to help it but to have these thoughts. =/

Over time our lives change. Friends come and go.

I can't seem to let it go. Sometimes, I felt that I should have done something more to maintain it. It hurts to know that someone you treasure is not putting in effort to support the friendship.

But well, its funny how people interact with one another and finally settled with that very one special friend, whom I had come to care for and trust deeply. Then, after months or years of interaction, she just walk off.

Was it my fault for feeling so attached?

Or she for doing absolutely nothing at all?




It is time like this that I felt so helpless. And I could do nothing but to wait.





Yup, I'll be waiting for her to turn back. :)


:)


And so I'm back for awhile, before I vanish into thin air again. :P

Finals coming in less than a month, and I think I'm barely surviving. I know I'm pushing my luck by attempting 3 papers this semester. Will only take 2 for the following semester. Going slow and steady. Nuh uh.

Classes were torturous, but have no choice but to endure them.


Anyway, those two you see in the photo above? Special friends of mine whom I already considered them as sisters. Whacky bunch.

<3

Perhaps I'm just being paranoid, as usual. :|



I'm left with one month plus to go, approx 5 weeks to finals.

I'm starting to question what have I been doing for the past 4 months, now that I've finished all the classes. O.o WTH. Time flies super fast this time. Perhaps I'm not used to the fact I'll be facing finals EVERY 5 MONTHS.

The period of time for me to absord something so alien and new is soooo short! The previous semester wasn't so bad for I've studied some of them before and they are pretty basic.

Can someone please kill me? RIGHT NOW?

MOCK IN FEW HOURS TIME AND I'M COMPLAINING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.


Yeah, I find it irritating too when I read blogs where people complain about what's going on with their life. So, from this point onwards, I do not wish to see any blogpost of you rambling and complaining stuffs for no reasons, Vivian.

Now, go study. You're in the library! Wth.

Anddddd, the answer is NO. I'm totally not ready for the finals this June.

I might look like I am but damn, am I really that good at faking faces these days?

and it is complicated.

My heart skipped a beat whenever you do that and history is repeating itself once again.


Let's not dwell on that any further.

I miss you.

I miss him grumbling like everyone is meant to be perfect

I miss him glaring at me for disturbing the peaceful night
I miss him sitting on his favourite spot of the sofa set in the living room
I miss him being all egoistic most of the time
I miss him acting all stupid by kicking the cats
I miss him enjoying his meals esp when there's fish

I can't believe he had left us all for more than 2 weeks.

Something has been bothering me.

"History is written by the victors" - Winston Churchill

I came across this quote quite some time ago while I was playing... Wait, lemme see.. Was it Medal of Honour or Code of Duty : Modern Warfare 2?

Yeah, I think it is CoD: MW2.

Price: [Voiceover, during the loading screen of Endgame, the game's final mission. On Shepherd] This is for the record. History is written by the victor. History is filled with liars. If he lives and we die, his truth becomes written-and ours is lost. Shepherd will a hero. 'Cause all you need to change the world is one good lie and a river of blood. He's about to complete the greatest trick a liar ever played on history... But only if he lives, and we die.


Plus with some discussions we had in class today on Chin Peng's another side of the story? Man, I have no idea who we are dealing with. If history represents who we are as an individual, we must be either a real good follower or people who don't care less..

I have to admit I am no good in expressing my true feelings in writing, but at least I'm trying to improve. Things do not usually go my way but I'll have to make do with it.

Anyway, good night. My brain is not working too good at this time of the night these days.

Hahahaha!

I'm backkkkk! I tell you, this must have been the longest break from blogging for me! :P My bad, my bad. I'm fine here. Just a bit hectic every now and then, now that I have classes EVERY SINGLE DAY. Not to mention I have been forcing myself to arrive way earlier at the university to get myself a nice parking bay and also, skip the heavy jam in the morning.

Even then, I'm doing good. Ohhhhh, and I passed my first three papers of ACCA! Not something anyone should be proud of, but that was a good start I was hoping for. :) Taking 3 papers this semester:F4(Corporate & Businese Law), F5 (Performance Management) and F6 (Taxation). *Ga yau, ga yau!*

The library seems to be the place where I often linger around. That's when I can enjoy the silence and urm, what else but to study? Really miss having a study mate around where you can enjoy the luxury of asking her lotsa questions and get some pretty decent answers. Meh. We'll see how the hunt goes.

Enough about my uni life. As for the other side, I'm pretty much myself. =/ What do you expect? No drastic changes and, I am still Vivian C.

AND I AM TWENTY ONE ALREADY. O_O *Gasp!* Seriously, I've been dreaming of reaching at this stage of life since I was young, but nothing much to shout about la. What was I thinking back then? Geez. Must have been the influence from the media la. Hmph.

Btw, it's already mid-March. Another 2 months I'll be facing the finals againnnnn! D:

Waa, I really have no life and nothing to talk about besides my uni life.

Doubt I'll be updating this blog as often as I did last time, but I'll try.

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The Author

A student currently pursuing the ACCA qualification.

She despises Mondays, cherishes Fridays, and totally adores weekends.

Enjoys doing many typical activities.

Just another ordinary girl, until you really know her well. ;P In actual fact, I'm SUPERGIRL! *laughs*

Vivian C.

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