When I'm having a decent chat with a couple of friends or family members, I tend to let my guard down. Which I personally don't think it is a good thing to do. When you thought those opinions or thoughts would have enlightened those who actually cared about your life.


I regretted the moment I actually uttered those words.

I should have known better.

My last post was dated 14th June 2011.

I noticed that particular post had gained many views ever since I made a Facebook post relating to my habit. You guys are so sweet I nearly shed a tear! :') Some even went to the extent to remind me why I have not updated my blog yet. D: Sorryyyy.

Just so you know, I have not taken my P2 Corporate Reporting mock paper yet. It has been rescheduled to this Saturday. Gotta work really hard! Mad heavy paper.

Ah, speaking of which, I have to dedicate a post to explain what I've been up to for the past one year eh? I'm still a student, that's for sure. Yeah, I'll keep that in mind. Probably after mock.

There will be changes as to the way I write considering it has been more than a year since I've written anything. I have come a looooooooong way since I started blogging in my high school years. I'll see how I can do this.

kthxbye.

ps: I can't stand the look of my blog right now. So gloomy. The default font set is soooo small. What was wrong with me? Need to make a change for that one.

With that, I end my second semester of ACCA. :)


Hopefully I can manage to pass my F5 paper, was very unpredictable. I was ever so ready to cook up a story to serve the examiner, looks like they don't need it after all. :(

ROI & RI. *sigh*

Nevertheless, let's hope I manage to pass it. Getting a marginal failure on this will definitely rip my heart apart. :'(

Anyhow, it's disturbing to see a close friend of yours feeling so down and yet couldn't do anything to help her. On the other hand, I can't help but to think that she could have done better to control that urge of hers to do something so... stupid. == Being rebellious? Bah. It was an impulsive act nonetheless. Stupid.

*sigh*



Anddddddd, :D woohooo! Exams over and I'm free for the next 3 weeks!!!!!! :DDDDDD

I sometime wished my mind is like a blank canvas.


Empty, but full at the same time.

Pointless things have been lingering on my mind for quite some time. I do realize that I should have invested the time into something more productive aka studies, but I can't seem to help it but to have these thoughts. =/

Over time our lives change. Friends come and go.

I can't seem to let it go. Sometimes, I felt that I should have done something more to maintain it. It hurts to know that someone you treasure is not putting in effort to support the friendship.

But well, its funny how people interact with one another and finally settled with that very one special friend, whom I had come to care for and trust deeply. Then, after months or years of interaction, she just walk off.

Was it my fault for feeling so attached?

Or she for doing absolutely nothing at all?




It is time like this that I felt so helpless. And I could do nothing but to wait.





Yup, I'll be waiting for her to turn back. :)


:)


And so I'm back for awhile, before I vanish into thin air again. :P

Finals coming in less than a month, and I think I'm barely surviving. I know I'm pushing my luck by attempting 3 papers this semester. Will only take 2 for the following semester. Going slow and steady. Nuh uh.

Classes were torturous, but have no choice but to endure them.


Anyway, those two you see in the photo above? Special friends of mine whom I already considered them as sisters. Whacky bunch.

<3

Perhaps I'm just being paranoid, as usual. :|



I'm left with one month plus to go, approx 5 weeks to finals.

I'm starting to question what have I been doing for the past 4 months, now that I've finished all the classes. O.o WTH. Time flies super fast this time. Perhaps I'm not used to the fact I'll be facing finals EVERY 5 MONTHS.

The period of time for me to absord something so alien and new is soooo short! The previous semester wasn't so bad for I've studied some of them before and they are pretty basic.

Can someone please kill me? RIGHT NOW?

MOCK IN FEW HOURS TIME AND I'M COMPLAINING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.


Yeah, I find it irritating too when I read blogs where people complain about what's going on with their life. So, from this point onwards, I do not wish to see any blogpost of you rambling and complaining stuffs for no reasons, Vivian.

Now, go study. You're in the library! Wth.

Anddddd, the answer is NO. I'm totally not ready for the finals this June.

I might look like I am but damn, am I really that good at faking faces these days?

and it is complicated.

My heart skipped a beat whenever you do that and history is repeating itself once again.


Let's not dwell on that any further.

I miss you.

I miss him grumbling like everyone is meant to be perfect

I miss him glaring at me for disturbing the peaceful night
I miss him sitting on his favourite spot of the sofa set in the living room
I miss him being all egoistic most of the time
I miss him acting all stupid by kicking the cats
I miss him enjoying his meals esp when there's fish

I can't believe he had left us all for more than 2 weeks.

Something has been bothering me.

"History is written by the victors" - Winston Churchill

I came across this quote quite some time ago while I was playing... Wait, lemme see.. Was it Medal of Honour or Code of Duty : Modern Warfare 2?

Yeah, I think it is CoD: MW2.

Price: [Voiceover, during the loading screen of Endgame, the game's final mission. On Shepherd] This is for the record. History is written by the victor. History is filled with liars. If he lives and we die, his truth becomes written-and ours is lost. Shepherd will a hero. 'Cause all you need to change the world is one good lie and a river of blood. He's about to complete the greatest trick a liar ever played on history... But only if he lives, and we die.


Plus with some discussions we had in class today on Chin Peng's another side of the story? Man, I have no idea who we are dealing with. If history represents who we are as an individual, we must be either a real good follower or people who don't care less..

I have to admit I am no good in expressing my true feelings in writing, but at least I'm trying to improve. Things do not usually go my way but I'll have to make do with it.

Anyway, good night. My brain is not working too good at this time of the night these days.

Hahahaha!

I'm backkkkk! I tell you, this must have been the longest break from blogging for me! :P My bad, my bad. I'm fine here. Just a bit hectic every now and then, now that I have classes EVERY SINGLE DAY. Not to mention I have been forcing myself to arrive way earlier at the university to get myself a nice parking bay and also, skip the heavy jam in the morning.

Even then, I'm doing good. Ohhhhh, and I passed my first three papers of ACCA! Not something anyone should be proud of, but that was a good start I was hoping for. :) Taking 3 papers this semester:F4(Corporate & Businese Law), F5 (Performance Management) and F6 (Taxation). *Ga yau, ga yau!*

The library seems to be the place where I often linger around. That's when I can enjoy the silence and urm, what else but to study? Really miss having a study mate around where you can enjoy the luxury of asking her lotsa questions and get some pretty decent answers. Meh. We'll see how the hunt goes.

Enough about my uni life. As for the other side, I'm pretty much myself. =/ What do you expect? No drastic changes and, I am still Vivian C.

AND I AM TWENTY ONE ALREADY. O_O *Gasp!* Seriously, I've been dreaming of reaching at this stage of life since I was young, but nothing much to shout about la. What was I thinking back then? Geez. Must have been the influence from the media la. Hmph.

Btw, it's already mid-March. Another 2 months I'll be facing the finals againnnnn! D:

Waa, I really have no life and nothing to talk about besides my uni life.

Doubt I'll be updating this blog as often as I did last time, but I'll try.

<3

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

God knows what I've been doing for the last 10 days
after finishing my last paper on 15th. :D

AND I finally finished Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep TODAY,
complete with its secret ending!

*gives self a nice pat on the back*

Square Enix and whoever who's responsible (Tetsuya Nomura!) in the KH series,
PLEASE MAKE THE SEQUEL ASAP OK!


Lotsa love,
Vivian C.

Oh hello! :P

I will be sitting for my first three papers in ACCA within three days or less. I don't feel exactly nervous, but somewhat awkward because I don't feel the stress. Bah. A bit, maybe. If I were to compare the stress level when I was about to face STPM and this, *psk*. Whatever it is, it is pointless to compare in the first place because they're completely different! We'll see when I progress further up alright.

8th December 2010 - F3: Financial Accounting
10th December 2010 - F2: Management Accounting
15th December 2010 - F1: Accountants in Business
Pray that I pass the papers with flying colours please. :)
Good luck to everyone else who'll be taking examinations.


Btw, I find it very frustrating to play games these days. Lol. To be precise, games which have hot guys in it. Such an eye candy. Too bad you can NEVER encounter them in real life. Pfffftttt!
Probably the closest you can catch a glimpse of the characters are the cosplayers. Even then, most of the time they won't look alike, no matter how similar they are in terms of hair styles, costumes and props. Bah. *pulls hair*
And, and. Kingdom Hearts ruleeeee!

LOL. Makes you wonder what I've been up to for the past few weeks because there wasn't any posts in November. Let's just say I have better things to do than blogging these days. :P

Am loving the DMC4 epilogue song, "Shall Never Surrender."

Since I can't touch any games for now, songs should be enough to bind my itchy hands together.




They will see, we'll fight until eternity,
Come with me, we'll stand and, fight together.
Through our strength, we'll make a,
better day, tomorrow,
We, shall never surrender.

Btw, this happened while I was having lunch few days back. It is already bad that you're smoking as a lady. Haaaa, dressed up like an OL too. No, I don't mind that you smoke. It's a public place after all and it is not MY problem at the end of the day. (then again, maybe it does. i've become one of those many victims of second hand smoke dammit!)

BUT, blowing your cigar smoke directly to my table while I was having lunch, that's unacceptable! Bahhhhhh!!! Couldn't help it but to change tables even though our food were on the table already. Hmph.

So, please be considerate. -_-" Pfffffffffttttt!

Ever since I started university, life has not been interesting. It's obvious by the look of my blog posts these days. I didn't participate in any extra activites, no clubs or societies, nothing. Abit sad, but can't help it since I'm always busy.. (or am I just acting like I'm busy?) Bah. Let's see what I can talk about so far..

Day in and day out, it's all about attending every single classes on my timetable. There are two days in every week at which I am required to attend classes from 8am to 6pm. Terrible laaaa. I've always had this difficulty in staying awake towards the end of the class.

Besides, mock examination is coming in less than two weeks and I'm starting to freak out. *sigh* Must come up with a study plan soon and stick to it man! No point planning all, but no actions taken.

Note to self: YAN, Vivian Choong. YAN!!!
"Consistency and perseverance are key to accomplish any great success in life"

Oh, by the way, I've been reading the horoscope thingy daily in the newspaper and it is pretty accurate wei! Never truly believed in this but these days, it has been VERY accurate. Perhaps some recent events happening to me are affecting me to think in a way that.. well.. matches the description given. I don't know how they do it but it is AMAZING. Makes me go O.o all the time. Hahahaha

P.S: Sonic Unleashed is addictive. Dx Nooooooooo~!


i LOVE it! :D



Oh oh! Before I vanish into thin air again,

Selamat Hari Raya
to those who are celebrating ~! ;D



Heartsssss :D Totally enjoyed the whole game especially its movie scenes. Dante~

Fighting scenes were epic and packed with stylish moves! Reminds me of another game though, Bayonetta. Just that this is better cause the main characters are guys! xD


In Bayonetta, there were quite a number of cheesy movements that ... well, got me pretty much speechless. Nevertheless, these two action games are highly recommended! :D


OH OH!!!

AND I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT I COMPLETED DMC4 IN THREE DAYS!

WOOHOO!

(Just in case you're wondering, I chose the Easy mode.
That should explain why I manage to complete it so fast.
xD BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)







"We may die alone, but we must live amongst men" - John Marston. =')

OH HELLO.


I've abandon this blog for quite some time and decided its time to revive it! Looks pretty miserable if you ask me, but anything la. University (or you can call it college, bah. University sounds better anyway.) life has been kind and still bearable. Not much stress, just any other typical schooling days except I have off day on Tuesdays! :P

Dropped my law paper (explains why I am free on Tuesday..) and I felt so much better!! Currently juggling three papers which is so-so. :)

Ok. Abrupt end here cause I've nothing more to say. Thank you. lol.


The Author

A student currently pursuing the ACCA qualification.

She despises Mondays, cherishes Fridays, and totally adores weekends.

Enjoys doing many typical activities.

Just another ordinary girl, until you really know her well. ;P In actual fact, I'm SUPERGIRL! *laughs*

Vivian C.

Vivian C.

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