The Panic-Button

Hopefully I can manage to pass my F5 paper, was very unpredictable. I was ever so ready to cook up a story to serve the examiner, looks like they don't need it after all. :(

ROI & RI. *sigh*

Nevertheless, let's hope I manage to pass it. Getting a marginal failure on this will definitely rip my heart apart. :'(

Anyhow, it's disturbing to see a close friend of yours feeling so down and yet couldn't do anything to help her. On the other hand, I can't help but to think that she could have done better to control that urge of hers to do something so... stupid. == Being rebellious? Bah. It was an impulsive act nonetheless. Stupid.

*sigh*

Anddddddd, :D woohooo! Exams over and I'm free for the next 3 weeks!!!!!! :DDDDDD

Empty, but full at the same time.

Over time our lives change. Friends come and go.

I can't seem to let it go. Sometimes, I felt that I should have done something more to maintain it. It hurts to know that someone you treasure is not putting in effort to support the friendship.

But well, its funny how people interact with one another and finally settled with that very one special friend, whom I had come to care for and trust deeply. Then, after months or years of interaction, she just walk off.

Was it my fault for feeling so attached?

Or she for doing absolutely nothing at all?

It is time like this that I felt so helpless. And I could do nothing but to wait.

Yup, I'll be waiting for her to turn back. :)

And so I'm back for awhile, before I vanish into thin air again. :P

Finals coming in less than a month, and I think I'm barely surviving. I know I'm pushing my luck by attempting 3 papers this semester. Will only take 2 for the following semester. Going slow and steady. Nuh uh.

Classes were torturous, but have no choice but to endure them.

Anyway, those two you see in the photo above? Special friends of mine whom I already considered them as sisters. Whacky bunch.

<3