The Panic-Button

February is fast approaching!!!!


I'm getting more nervous whenever I think about my STPM results. *smacks forehead* I mean, c'mon. IT'S SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, WAITING TO BE RELEASED. Urghhhhhh!!!! And it determines my future!! What's wrong with meeee?! If it weren't for my job at Jerneh (the name of the company I'm currently working in), the thought of it would have driven me CRAZY!


Did I tell you I'm lucky to have Sheryn as my "supervisor"? I actually have two "supervisors" (Kak Siti) but I seem to be asking Sheryn most of the time.. so.. Never mind. Just the other day, I asked her a simple question and she actually entertained me!

"Do you actually learn all these things while you were in the university?"

She talked for 2 hours or so. O.O She explained from A to Z on what I've been doing (e.g. attaching clauses to policies, amendments of policies, filing, renewal of policies and so on) and I find it interesting, really! Lol. I wouldn't have known the term "Marine Insurance" also covers the loss or damage of any mode of transportation INCLUDING airplanes and trains.

To me, Marine = Big mighty Ocean = Vessels + Yachts ONLY.

And yeah, I did make a mistake or two while keying in data, but I'm grateful to have such a caring supervisor. :P Some more she has my sister's name! Can always shout at her back at home (Shereen) if I'm not happy with the Sheryn at work.

Not bad hor? :PPPPPP

STUCK. AND I'M REPEATING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

;)





Love,
Vivian C.

"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. "

THIS is why I'd rather have any PCs or laptops out of my sight AT ALL TIMES. It's almost 2am now and I am still wide awake. o_o

No one in my house is awake to stop me..


*sigh* I took a few hours nap after work. Totally regret it now. But you would have done the same thing too when you worked like a cow from 8am-5pm. I despise the part where I had to search for BOXFILES and most of the time, they are so heavy!! Call me "chin kam siu cheh" I don't care. =_=




Sis informed me that there are many changes in school. No more assembly except on Mondays and Thursdays (if im not mistaken about the days)? Amazing. They are actually expecting students to line up without any orders before obediently walking back into classes in one line, or something like that. PA system will not be used. k. Wrong info. Sis just told me that PA system will be used, but not by the teachers. =.= Suruh pun susah, tak suruh macam mana ha kau fikir? Oh well. Monday morning assembly will be conducted in Malay instead of English. Hehhhhhhh..



K la. I really gotta go. Tummy starting to rumble. Need to sleep before I grab something to eat. :P (5kgs. Yes, yes.)





p.s : IT'S FRIDAY ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life with its uncertainties.
It's sucky enough to not know what the future has in store for me.



Perhaps I have been thinking too much these days.


Time to grow up and embrace it when the time does come.



In the mean time, I'll just have to try and appreciate what I do have in my possession now.

Lol.

Thanks for the SMSes, presents, angpaus and Facebook wishes, you-know-who-you-are :D


Had a lovely dinner with my family the day before the real day. Another one with both my gugu and gujeong on the actual day. :D

Thank youuuuuuuu~~!!


Been working so hard these days that I've been sleeping earlier than 12. *yawns* Could barely open my eyes after work.


Nevertheless, I feel good at the end of the day, despite the fact the temperature in the office is so cold every single day.. BEING PRODUCTIVE OWHKAY! Besides, hahahaa.. I know this makes me feel cheap but I have to say that I do motivate myself every now and then with the extra pocket money I'm getting. (Getting paid every day I work!)


Would love to camwhore in office but too bad, yours truly is too shy. (Thus, camwhoring session shall be held at my own home with my dearest sister. Using the webcam XD) Compared to last two years ago I worked at JERNEH, the marine department I'm currently working at has many staffs walking around and about the partition I was given to settle down. *shrugs*


k.ta.bai.