The Panic-Button

stop effing giving me reasons that you can't do this and that i had had enough of people coming to me telling me their problems why don't you suggest a solution to the problem you are having instead of pushing the problem to me i know everyone has their own very personal set of problems to deal with but please please please don't effing push everything to me i am not your slave but i felt like one if you can be so selfish why can't i be one too i should have accepted the fact that life is never fair to anyone you make me felt so miserable and i felt like giving everyone who treated me like i am a nobody a big slap what the hell la if you are busy then i myself also busy ok i need to study too and i have been missing so many classes lately and now you are saying how important your classes are mine not la is it stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid i am beginning to feel like all these problems begun all because of me and my bad capability to delegate jobs properly or perhaps my communication skills stinks like shit now im stuck and feeling all down and blaming myself or is it them who are just plainly being inconsiderate i shall always be the first one in the line to get blame for something what do i get in return in the end shit la what else so smart so much homework to do revision also have not started any so many people demanding for so many things how to entertain so many people home also get scolding school also scolding both considered my home also i beh tahan how to tahan go outside ba but what to do weekend i just wanna sleep sleep sleep also gets scolding its so effing hard to stand so many things shooting at me at the same time so sick of everything do this also kena do that also kena do nothing also kena do everything i will die first i got only one brain two hands two legs two eyes lo what to do only you can say everything i cannot have my own say when i do you say i so brave already can fight back haih so sick and tired i want my holidays so please please please long long holidays please come earlier so that i can have my own sweet time to rest but you see i got still have stpm this year oh wa so syiok then i have to work hard lo

k la tata babai your slave here want to go back to work again already