It's New Year's eve!!


.. and no thanks to my aunt for bringing my hopes up. I really thought I can go out window-shopping or whatever with Teddy after work today. Aunt say today early off, which turned out to be a false news! *sigh*


So, fine. There's always another time.


I've been having stomachache since this morning. I wonder what I ate..


Attended TWO parties today =) one at office, another at my apartment. Both to celebrate New Year's eve. Not bad huh? Ohhh... Maybe its the curry I ate which made me tummy not feeling well.. =P


And people. I do enjoy my work. Just that its still at the beginning and things are pretty tough to me. I still can stand wan ok. Fine. I might complain a lot (and I mean ALOT!) about my job, but please don't 'putt lang xui' la. =P

Oh yeah.. Lately I've not been posting much photos yeah? I didn't touch my camera for a pretty long time d. Will take some photos soon, so that my blog will not be full of text and not photos. Abit dull, don't you think?

"I've been wearing a bit too much of green lately.
Do feel free to call me a plant.."

Sad joke i tell you.

No. I'm not gonna blog. No. I will NOT. No. Must resist. No. Don't. No. Nothing to blog about. No. I'm tired. No. I should be sleeping. No. Just shadap and sleep already. No. You are one big dummy, Vivian. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.

Btw, I'm feeling guilty for not making it to Kit's house. Bah. Don't care la. I'm tired and I just wanna rest. Nothing can beat the warm and cozy feeling of your own bed and blanket..

Oh, thinking of it makes me feel like snugging into it..

Nitez. Sweet dreams!

P.S: Can't wait for New Year's eve. Wonder my parents bringing me to see fireworks or not this year.. =P

Lately, there are so many folders on my desktop. It's all messy, so I've decided to clear up some. Arrange all my files and stuff. Then I stumbled into this folder with the name "bloggie." The folder was probably created few months ago and it turned out to be photos which I wanted to blog about. o_O!

So, here are some of the photos. Don't remember what I wanted to blog about.. But anyway, I miss the good ol' days. Not that I've finished my high school a few years ago.. It has only been like, what? Few WEEKS?


I don't think they even remembered me... lol. No la. Maybe not till like that la. Just that I don't think we'll even greet each other when we saw one another on the streets. And stuff.

Bah. I don't know and I don't care la.

Another chapter of my life has almost come to an end.


Bye bye, high school~ Bye bye~

Oh, bye bye~~~~~~


In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side


P.S: I miss my old hair style. ~_~

Love,
Vivian C.

Part 1: On the Outside

  1. Name: Vivian Choong Wai Man
  2. Date of Birth: 6th January 1990
  3. Current status: Single
  4. Eye colour: Brownish-black?
  5. Hair colour: Black
  6. Righty or lefty: Righty
  7. Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Part 2: On the Inside

  1. Your heritage: Chinese. but an OCBC
  2. Your fear: Lots. Not gonna tell.
  3. Your weakness: Lalalalalolololo~
  4. Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian Tuna? bah.. any pizza will do. as long it has pineapples then I'm ok with it.

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

  1. Your thoughts first waking up: I am tired. Lemme sleep.
  2. Your bedtime: 1.00am-3.00am.
  3. Your most missed memory: Lots.

Part 4: Your Pick

  1. Pepsi or Coke: Coke
  2. McD's or Burger King: McD's. vy seldom eat BK.
  3. Single or Group dates: Single dates. What for so many ppl.. ~_~
  4. Adidas or Nike: Hmm.... Nike?
  5. Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea. cuz I don't think I've tried Nestea..
  6. Chocolate or Vanilla: Both. lol.
  7. Cappucino or Coffee: I don't usually drink those. so.. I nt sure. XD

Part 5: Do You...

  1. Smoke: No. Not cool. Stupid people. Want die, don't drag other people along la.
  2. Curse: No. I don't. Seriously. Unless.....
  3. Drink: No. No. No. Stop asking me stuff I don't do!

Part 6: In the Past Month

  1. Drank alcohol: No.
  2. Gone to the mall: Yes. AT LAST, a question i answered YES. lol. yesh. This afternoon.
  3. Been on stage: Urm.. Nope.
  4. Eaten sushi: No.
  5. Dyed your hair: No.

Part 7: Have You Ever...

  1. Played a stripping game: No.
  2. Change who you were to fit in:No.

Part 8: Age

  1. You're hoping to get married: between 27-30. More than 30 a lill too old no? *cough* And before 27, I'll probably too busy pursuing my career, no?? Yup yup.. 27-30 it is then. lol. XD

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl

  1. Best eye colour: BLUE. lol. Neh.. too striking.. but I love those blue eyes of a husky..
  2. Hair colour: Natural.
  3. Short or long hair: Short. Full stop.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?

  1. 1 minute ago: Doing this tag.
  2. 1 hour ago: Chatting. I think.
  3. 1 month ago: SPM-ing.
  4. 1 year ago: haaaa... one year.. form 4.. worrying bout SPM but doing nothing other than fooling around.

Part 11: Finish the Sentences

  1. I love: what I feel like loving.
  2. I feel that: I'm losing my friends and no one cares. so wth.
  3. I miss: only SOME of my friends.
  4. I need: a new pair of shoes for work. Seriously.

Part 12: Tag 5 people

  1. Y
  2. O
  3. U
  4. !
  5. !

1. I've got scratches all over my hand. No thanks to all the papers I had to clear.

2. My legs felt so tired after a short distance walk to Sg.Wang during lunch. Was on heels.

3. I'm bored and tired. Kill me.

Love,
Vivian C.

Today was my first day working at my aunt's office. My very first job! Part-time je.. Don't worry. I will resume back my studies after getting my SPM results, which will be around the end of March.

"How's work?", you may ask.

... VERY TIRING.

I can't help but to scare myself the night before. After playing 'Harvest Moon', I tried sleeping and noooo~~ my mind wouldn't let me sleep in peace!! I kept thinking how BAAAAD my first day working would be.. Lotsa "what ifs". (What if I tripped and no one came to help me?! What if I woke up late?! What if I bent down and my skirt bocor?! What if..) GAH!!

And that's when suddenly Teddy Mak msged that we'll be having lunch with Sherrie and Eric. ~_~.. fine. She somehow saved me.. I think. Counted sheeps half way and then slept~ Zzzzz~

No. I didn't wake up late. In fact, I reached way too early. Around 7.50am. I only get to start working aroudn 9.00am!! My butt also leper d sit till..

I had to do filing. The moment I stepped into the room, I knew I was in trouble. Trust me. This will take me WEEKS to finish and then only I get to other stuff than this....

... dah la. too tired. Nitez.

Love,
Vivian C.

I dun like this year's Christmas.

The end. Thank you.

Love,
Vivian C.

I am BORED. I am NOT suppose to feel bored on Christmas eve!! My God..

Someone.. Anyone.. SAVE ME!!

Sis playing her stupid 'virtual farming' game again, ignoring me. I got a few friends of mine online on my list, but I'm chatting with none!!

... This is so sad. Am I PMS-ing??

I'm eating banana right now after dinner. They say bananas can cure PMS or something right?

Omg.. I feel so miserable. =( I should be out there, celebrating Christmas with my family.. but none of them are in the mood. So do I. But.. wth la.. GAH!!


Jiraiya is emo-ing. I also want to emo la...



.... Is there ANYONE gonna stop me?!!!

....

Gah..

I shall stop emo-ing and go jump around like a munkey.. Or perhaps go fight with my sis for the PS2. I wanna play KH...

Fine. I have to admit that I'm one BIG lazy bum bum.. BUT!! After reading Teddy's entry on the sleepover, feel like typing one lo.. =P

On 7th to 8th December 2007, we had a sleepover at Teddy's house. Me, Valerie, Kim, Kit Leng, Sherrie and Teddy herself. Teddy's mom wanted to have a dinner for... I don't really remember.

The night before the sleepover, I got food poisoning. Thanks to the 'fat rice' ( aka Nasi Lemak ) I ate around 4pm. Might be basi d, but I didn't know that time. Vomited the whole night and couldn't eat ANYTHING at all. Everytime I eat, the food will eventually come back out.. in a mashed-like liquid-ish form. ~_~ Had a slight fever too..

Really thought I couldn't make it for the sleepover, but I felt better the day after. =) So, I didn't miss out the fun lor!

And THIS, my friends, is what I called, THE BALLOON. lol. No la.. it's the air bed.



.. where you have to pump air into the.. the... BALLOON to become a BED.

The pumping process



A photo of us.. And yeah, I was irritated with my hair that time. It was too long!! Right after the sleepover, mom brought me to cut my hair =) I love my mom.



Kim and Sherrie

I couldn't eat much during dinner, just in case I vomit again..

After dinner and Teddy's relatives gone back, we started singing Karaoke. Kim brought a bottle (or was it two?) of sparkling juice and of course, we shared it.




During the singing session, Kim suggested to stay up till 6am.. Heh. Only Teddy and I manage to stay till THAT late. =)



Nothing else d. That's all. The end. Thank you.

Lol.

Here's me wishing you:


MERRY X'MAS &
A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Lots of things happened lately and let's just hope I'm still standing tall to face them all.

I know I can do it. Yup. Of COURSE I can. *weak smile*

This year's Christmas will not be as happy as last year's and few years ago.. Nevertheless, Christmas remains the most happiest season of all times. Like most people says: Christmas is the season of giving and .. oh I don't know! Season of.. giving and receiving? Love? =S

Bah.. I don't know wth I'm crapping. Just that I know Christmas might be one of the festival which is heavily commercialize. Almost EVERY shopping mall I visited seems to be decorated with trees, Santa stuff and more.. Some had already started during November!

lol. Not that I'm complaining la! It's just so Christmassy!! TOO Christmassy.. =_="

Once again, I wish you a very Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year!!! Wish you all the best and good luck in your future undertakings.

One last thing before I end this entry of mine,

To all my close friends who had gone through thick and thin with me,

A special dedication from me to you:


"We may never meet again, but we'll never forget each other."
-Leon aka Squall from Kingdom Hearts.

Love,
Vivian C.

"We need to appreciate how precious life is"
-Shelley Fabares

Think, Vivian. Think.

We always, ALWAYS seem to take things for granted. And most of us never really learn from mistakes, even though they say they would.

Blah. I don't feel like thinking. Wanna go 'virtual farming' (aka playing Harvest Moon) on my PS2.


PS: I just got back from my theory class on driving. In a week's time, I'm gonna get the L license and will be officially learning how to drive!

Love,
Vivian C.

Yup. That's right. With a new template which I THINK is ok..

Been awhile since I last update this blog of mine. Soon, I'll make an entry about what I've been up to and stuffs.

Till next entry, ta!~

Love,
Vivian C.

[~Sukie~] with Isis

=(

Been ROing for few days d..

Maybe because I got no friends there or something.. No one to chat while training or go on a quest. *sigh*

Or maybe because I'm currently playing a private server.. where the rates are high and can easily achieve the max level. So, you know la.. people usually won't appreciate what they've got easily what.. So.. I dunno.

Getting pretty boring...

Now on a quest to make an angel's wing for my sniper. =) but it needs 1600 fluff and 1600 Fake angel wings leh!!! 1600!!!!! WTH!!!!! Now I only got 100+.. YOR!!!!! GAHHHH!!!!

>.<

Perhaps its time for me to connect back the PlayStation2 and start my Kingdom Hearts all over again. =) Maybe I should.. What do you think?

Anyway, I haven't start clearing up my books yet. Got to arrange and put the books somewhere.. Gah!! Lazy nyerrrr~~~~

Oh, aunt called and said I'm gonna start working on the 26th December. lol. And I thought I can start working much earlier.. I don't mind actually lor. Earn more $$!! Woohoo!!

P.S: I know my RO characters' names sucks. Thanks.

Love,
Vivian C.

Fine. I'm one lazy bum2 now. Since I've started ROing. Remember I kept telling you guys I would blog about the outing with Mrs. Rozario?

NAH!!! Here it is!!! The entry was typed by Teddy Mak. Photos by ME. See!! I'm not that lazy afterall~ The link to the entry is here. And I know how lazy people can be.. so i copied her entry to my blog this time!! XD~ Especially for my dear readers. *smiles*

Neh~ Don't worry la~ Teddy Mak won't get angry de... Right? Cuz she took MY photos too =)

My Last Day as a High Schooler...


30th of November 2007, the end of a month, the end of my life as a high schooler and the end for my childish games... There are times in my life where I doubt my existence in life. Little did I know, after all those thoughts about my purpose in life, whether I should end it or to continue it, I have ended another chapter of my life and beginning a new one...

This day, *breathes in, breathes out* makes me feel sad and yet so very happy. I am contradicting myself.

It is such a day that my heart is at a storm. I am happy that my exams are ending. Somehow, I am sad that I finally lived until the day, which I have to leave my school... I can no longer see my friends as often as I wish and from this day onwards, I will need a reason to see them... I will need to make bookings and appointments simply to say a word of simple, "Hi"... This is what growing up meant to me... Everyone going their separate ways and no one stopping to have a look at what's around them. This last day prepares my heart, turning it into a cold piece of stone. Unable to feel happiness, unable to feel the warmth of the world when I grow up to stop my heart from getting hurt. *breathes in, breathes out*

Today, after our last Principles of Accounts paper, we went out to KLCC for lunch and movie with Mrs.Rozario. She's our Accounts teacher and my role model in life. She did more than what she needed to as a teacher, she tells us stories, she comforted us when we're sad, she taught us patiently and punish us when it's necessary. She is like a mother figure to me. Summarizing everything, she is an amazing person. We decided to treat this amazing woman to lunch and movie. It is the least we could do.

When we reach KLCC by Putra LRT, our first stop was the cinema. We bought tickets for the movie "Enchanted". Can you believe that we're going to watch a movie with our teacher?! No. Neither could I! But the truth is the truth, we're living in reality! I bought the tickets at student price. My last student priced movie ticket... *breathes in, breathes out* After buying the tickets, we went to Kinokuniya because I want to. Nothing can stop me for I love books! Did you know what Kinokuniya had a renovation and is now very much bigger? I'm so happy~! Well, apparently, some of my friends don't know.

Earlier we splitted into 2 groups. My group went to buy movie tickets and Kinokuniya. The other group went in search for a gift for Mrs.Rozario. Lip-chin bought me a book by Stephen King as a parting gift. The other group came back with strawberry flavoured and scented toiletries from The Body Shop for Mrs.Rozario.

We had our lunch at Chili's, which was situated next to the cinema. It was so expensive!!! It burnt a hole in my pocket and IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING OF MY HOLIDAY! Since, it's for Mrs.Rozario and I don't often get to come out with such a big group, I just swallowed the burning sensation. We had a lot of fun though. We were watching the waiter flirting with Mrs.Rozario. *smirks* Who says old people can't have fun? Then we used our full potential as a consumer. It was such a fun day. We had nachos. We had fish, salad, chicken, some Mexican food that I can't remember the name and also a dessert that everyone shared. So very nice. Then, when she opened her gift, the first thing that came out from her is, "Do I smell?". It was so funny. Such a happy day for me. Then we went Dutch for the bill. Truly an unforgettable memory. Makes me feel like crying but since I know it won't be our last time meeting each other and have fun, I am not that sad. Just sad that it'll be a period of time before we get to meet again. *breathes in, breathes out*


After lunch, we went for the movie. Little did we know, Mrs.Rozario is a fan of movies in the cinema but because of the normal reason any other woman will give, her husband don't like cinemas she don't usually watch movies in the cinema. I think species that have a high level of testosterone are afraid of the dark. *smiles* She love the movie, I love the movie, everyone loved the movie other than Valerie. She claims it's boring. I know it's the normal thing but I like the way they blend everything together. The thing that makes me like a movie is to have a character which I support and also a character which I hate. I'm simple, aren't I? After the movie, we had to go to our separate ways. We walked Mrs.Rozario to the escalator that lead her to her car and it took us more than half an hour to mean our bids of goodbyes.

In between everything that happens, there are a few extras that are unplanned. Extra no.1, Mrs.Rozario is a messy woman. She was eating the chocolate dessert with us and she got some on her cheek. Extra no.2, Mrs.Rozario don't remember where her car was placed. KLCC's car park system bis too complicated. Extra no.3, Parveen likes being an overgrown kid. She sat on one of the rides which you put coins inside but she was too tall for it, her legs can't fit into the ride. Extra no.4, Daisy didn't eat with us. She has to eat vegetarian on Fridays so she went to grab a bite before joining us for lunch.

That ends my last day of SPM and as a high schooler... *cries*


The photos



















Notice how few photos of me? *sigh* Fine. Grrrrrr... But I did enjoy myself. =) Let's organize another outing like this! With a teacher again! lol!

Love,
Vivian C.

I'm gonna work soon. O_O

Went for an interview yesterday with mom and Teddy Mak.

....

Then drove to aunt's house to get a few clothes.

=X I feel so old.. eh.. no. "Mature" is the right word.

Mwahahhahahahah!!!

Will be waiting for a call from the company.

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Still RO-ing. Damn addictive!!! Been playing it for 4 days d.

Within these 4days..

1. My first character, a sniper.. had finally achieved the max level: 500. LOL!!!

[~Lufie~] with Baphomet Jr.
I know the name sucks. Don't need to tell me.

2. Ignored lots of people, except those who kept nudging me for fun. Just because I put my personal message on my msger ("Do nudge if i'm needed"), doesn't mean you can bug me just for fun ok? OK, LYNNETT YIP LIK JING???????
3. Didn't touch my books. AT ALL. The books are still on my table, left untouched and hvnt been cleared off. =)
4. I touched PSP!! Played Virtual Tennis. XD

That's all.

P.S: The post on the outing? Malas... soon. Yes.. soon.

Love,
Vivian C.

XD~!!

My bad my bad...

Yesterday was the day my SPM papers are finally OVER!!

OVER I TELL YOU!!
FINISHED!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!
...

dah la. When I free only I blog more about the outing we had with Mrs.Rozario @ KLCC. =)

Ro~ Ro~ Ro~

Currently playing one of the private servers.. damn addictive. OMG!!!

Ta~

Love,
Vivian C.

The Author

A student currently pursuing the ACCA qualification.

She despises Mondays, cherishes Fridays, and totally adores weekends.

Enjoys doing many typical activities.

Just another ordinary girl, until you really know her well. ;P In actual fact, I'm SUPERGIRL! *laughs*

Vivian C.

Vivian C.

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