Oh hello! :P
I will be sitting for my first three papers in ACCA within three days or less. I don't feel exactly nervous, but somewhat awkward because I don't feel the stress. Bah. A bit, maybe. If I were to compare the stress level when I was about to face STPM and this, *psk*. Whatever it is, it is pointless to compare in the first place because they're completely different! We'll see when I progress further up alright.
LOL. Makes you wonder what I've been up to for the past few weeks because there wasn't any posts in November. Let's just say I have better things to do than blogging these days. :P
Am loving the DMC4 epilogue song, "Shall Never Surrender."
Since I can't touch any games for now, songs should be enough to bind my itchy hands together.
Come with me, we'll stand and, fight together.
Through our strength, we'll make a,
We, shall never surrender.
Btw, this happened while I was having lunch few days back. It is already bad that you're smoking as a lady. Haaaa, dressed up like an OL too. No, I don't mind that you smoke. It's a public place after all and it is not MY problem at the end of the day. (then again, maybe it does. i've become one of those many victims of second hand smoke dammit!)
BUT, blowing your cigar smoke directly to my table while I was having lunch, that's unacceptable! Bahhhhhh!!! Couldn't help it but to change tables even though our food were on the table already. Hmph.
So, please be considerate. -_-" Pfffffffffttttt!
Day in and day out, it's all about attending every single classes on my timetable. There are two days in every week at which I am required to attend classes from 8am to 6pm. Terrible laaaa. I've always had this difficulty in staying awake towards the end of the class.
Besides, mock examination is coming in less than two weeks and I'm starting to freak out. *sigh* Must come up with a study plan soon and stick to it man! No point planning all, but no actions taken.
Note to self: YAN, Vivian Choong. YAN!!!
Oh, by the way, I've been reading the horoscope thingy daily in the newspaper and it is pretty accurate wei! Never truly believed in this but these days, it has been VERY accurate. Perhaps some recent events happening to me are affecting me to think in a way that.. well.. matches the description given. I don't know how they do it but it is AMAZING. Makes me go O.o all the time. Hahahaha
P.S: Sonic Unleashed is addictive. Dx Nooooooooo~!
OH HELLO.
Classes resumed back yesterday, and the 9 hours marathon of classes was a total disaster. O.O OH MY GOD. I don't think I understand what the lecturer was talking about, and I was seeing stars already towards the end of the day! The moment my body landed on the bed at 10pm, I was knocked out completely! Who wouldn't if they had thier butt stuck on the chair from 8am - 6pm! O.O
Either way, I guess its just a matter of time before I get used to it. :D
Started my first class of Business Law today and it is pretty exciting, I must say. Not bad for the first class eh? Let's just hope I'll still maintain that first gooooood impression when the finals come for this paper yeah..
If I manage to juggle four subjects that is.. Will consider to drop the subject if I can't.
Moving on, most of my friends went off to their respective universities alreadyyyyy!! :D Hope they'll get used to the new environment soon. Can't wait to hear some updates. Eh hehhhh..
IMHO, it is people like these whom the world can do without.
If I were to wait for this pathetic result, I would be devastated and cried for days. Hey, this is my personal opinion. No offence. I just can't imagine myself doing the degree they gave me for 3 years (Is it 3?) and deal with computers for the rest of my life.
Not a big fan of fighting games here cause I hate the part where you have to press the buttons so much and fast in so many ways that it kinda hurts both my thumbs. Besides, in order to perform some special moves, you kinda have to memorize the sequence on how the buttons should be pressed. lol. I know that's the whole point of playing a fighting game. Sounds sad to me, but that is just my personal opinion and experience la.
Butttttt!! Every gamer must have had definitely heard of Street Fighter at least once before!
Very cool visual effects >B)
Most people say working like a cow doesn't help but my mind thinks otherwise. I believe in the saying "you reap what you sow" all these years. Please don't prove me wrong, cause I know I've been working my ass off to be able to stand where I am today. Thank you. I've fallen many times and stood back up.
And hey, no man is an island. I would never have done it all by myself and forever grateful to know there were many people who had extended their helping hand to me.
Then again, at the end of the day (haha, a cliche eh? Reminds me of someone), I'm sure having talent(s) definitely allows you to be the upper hand of most of the games in life. BIG games where actions of adults are unpredictable and might be unethical. Well, who can blame them for acting that way?
I believe time will show me the answers to my questions later.
Moving on, I'm officially addicted to Adam Lambert's "For Your Entertainment." Because of him, I FINALLY updated my Ipod after more than a few months I have not done so. I know I said I wanted to update a few posts back, I procrastinated, as usual :D
(Yes, he's the first runner up from the American Idol 8th season. I am waayyyyy outdated I know. Now AI's fans are discussing about 9th season, I only discovered him. =.=)
Oh! He looks flaming hot in that music video by the way.
Hawwwwwwwtttttt!!!!!!~~~!!!!!!
*fan girl mode OFF*
We'll see how long this can go on ok?
S: *grabs a box of mints and shoves it to my face* Want some?
V: No thank you.
S: *silence* Your mouth stinks by the way.
V: O.O
Which totally reminds of something which happened while I was in my lower secondary. A friend of mine gave me a bottle of perfume on my birthday. I was so happy for it was a present afterall what.
But now that I think back, I was soooo naive!! What the heck, my friend was actually indicating to me that I STINKED LA.
The message was so clear:
Please use this perfume, OK? Cause I noticed that you stinks!
(Yes, it might not be true and I might just being over self-conscious but hmmm..)
I suppose I didn't use much deodorant last time, but do you really have to do that? What did I do to you!? Did I get too near to you or something? Geeeezzzz!
Either way, I think that method of hers was friendly enough, but that particular method didn't seem to work on the blur-blur and dense me few years back. (I'm wayyyy better now ok!) In the end, I didn't use it at all cause school didn't allow us to use cosmetics, perfumes, etc. Yes, yes. I cannot deny I was a very, very good girl. :D
:D
The end thank you.
There goes my longest post for the year.
If you've watched "Telephone" music video by Lady Gaga (and perhaps "Single Ladies" by Beyonce), you'll get the joke here.
Anyway, I've been spending time at the Sunway Library. Freezing cold. Found many interesting books to read :D
Totally in love with the song ever since I watched its music video on TV. :D
♥
Heh
I miss my friend who had recently won the "Best Studymate" award.
Kuan Kit Leng, you're irreplaceable. I can hardly find anyone to accompany me both in studies and just-for-fun moments. It's either one or the other. Call me greedy, but you would too if you met someone like her. This must be the effect of growing to attached to someone and go separate ways later on. :(
I guess there's only a handful of people like us out there.
Kit Leng, I doubt you'll ever read my blog. But if you do, this song is for you.
Misssss youuuuuu!!!
VIVIAN LOVES YOU SO MUCH THAT SHE CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW LUCKY SHE IS TO BE YOUR STUDENT FOR 2 YEARS BACK THEN FOR SPM. ALL THE SMACKINGS & SCOLDINGS WORKED ON HER. SHE'S NO SADIST OK, BUT SHE CAN TOTALLY RECALL BACK MOST (SO FAR LA) OF THE ACCOUNTING PRINCIPLES MRS.ROZARIO HAD TAUGHT HER. SHE'S SO PROUD OF HERSELF RIGHT NOW.
SAME GOES FOR MS.WAAN (BUSINESS STUDIES) AND PN.TEE (ECONOMICS). OH, OH. ALTHOUGH SHE HASN'T REACHED THE CHAPTER YET, SHE SAW MATHS TOO! THANK YOU PN.GOH.
*SHEDS TEARS OF JOY*
ALL SHE NEED TO DO NOW IS TO HAVE THE ABILITY TO TRANSLATE EVERYTHING FROM MALAY TO ENGLISH. WHICH CAN BE PRETTY TROUBLESOME AT TIMES. OTHER THAN THAT, SHE'S HAPPY SHE HAD COVERED MOST OF THE BASICS.
LET'S HOPE ITS SUFFICIENT FOR VIVIAN TO PASS HER FIRST THREE PAPERS WITH FLYING COLOURS. (50% TUITION FEE DISCOUNT IF SHE MANAGE TO GRAB THE MALAYSIAN PRIZE TITLE, IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN. NOT BAD OK?!)
:DDDDDDDDD
haha... the worst is yet to come. When it does, I believe I have the ability to face it. *grins*
Hands were itching to play some games a week back. And, lucky me! Dad got me a few new games on PSP, so.. :DDDD.
Didn't realize the whole storyline was based on a poem with the same title. Went to wikipedia and found the whole story. Heee. It's about Dante went to Hell literally to save her beloved, Beatrice. As he progress further in towards Hell, his sins were revealed and that he was the one who were responsible for what happened to Beatrice, technically.
I gotta say I was TOTALLY addicted to the game! XD All the killing and slashing got me all hyped up. Full of gore, violence and glimpses of 18+ too... I was still hungry for more when the PSP ran out of battery! Finished the whole game within 6 hours. Mad or not? Took me hours to finish the game, so it wasn't that bad. My whole intention was to know the storyline anyway. *grins*
I work best under pressure. I slack off a bit when I am not pressured to do so, most of the time.
Been doing a lot of thinking and I guess I’m almost ready to start off another marathon race.
Honestly, I did not put in much effort to decide about my next step after SPM. At least not as much as the current me doing right now. Gosh. I mean, it had somewhat already been decided in my head that I will be going to do form 6 two years back, so why bother? Besides, I guess I wasn’t much of a star last time, considering there were many outstanding students in my batch. *cough* Yeah, it’s true ok! Low esteem betul.
Yeah. So form 6 I did. Voila! Turned out my results -> 2A, 2B. Great. Wonderful. Magnificent. And yeah, I am STILL pretty upset about my STPM results. :( Who wouldn’t be when you were expecting MORE.. I know I said I didn’t expect much (eg. “2As would be just fine”, itu saya punya tahi lembu la, if you know what I mean) but, OI I NEVER SAID I DIDN’T WISH FOR STRAIGHT A’S DIDN’T I?
But life goes on. With or without you.
You can scream, cry, throw tantrums, do whatever you want.. But at one point, you have to wake up and continue running.
And that’s what I’m gonna do alright. In three weeks, maybe.
Testing testing.. 1, 2, 3…
P.S: Used Windows Live Writer to publish this. Hmm… oookk…..
I gotta drill that into my mind asap.
Urgh.
Personally I do not think my results deserve any 'Congrats' wishes from anyone at all. I'm not joking when I say this. I mean, what kind of results I am holding on to?!
Maybe I could've done better. Maybe I was lacking in preparations before the papers. Maybe the examiner was too tired when he/she was marking my set of papers. Maybe the standard for Arts stream had gone higher.
Nevertheless, I'm stuck with it and definitely feel disgusted whenever I look at the slip.
DO I NOT DESERVE BETTER RESULTS?!!!
Argh. It'll take me some time to gain back the momentum to continue living, but no worries.
The Vivian we've always known will be back in a few days.
P.S: 2A, 2B. If that's what you want to know.
General Paper - A
Economics - A-
Business Studies - B
Mathematics S - B+
...on 25th February 2010. Thursday.
From the Star Online
*breathes in, out*
Took a day off from work @ Jerneh and had a great time with family at Genting. Experienced something very interesting there.. Not exactly in Genting but near Gohtong Jaya area. XD Will blog about it soon enough.
*hint*strawberries*hint*
:DDDDDD Love the photos we took today!
I think I'll blog before the release of my STPM result.. so... till next blog post.
p.s: The company I'm working with had a mini (was it? :S) celebration where they invited a group to perform lion dance. :( and I missed it.
to all of you who'll be celebrating!
Just had the reunion dinner just now. Steam boat!! :DDDDDD
We were actually planning to go out to visit the Thien Hou Gong temple, but it rained :(
Tak jadi pergi. :(
So sekarang kami semua ada kat rumah. Ambik gambar. Nanti tido.
k. ta~~~
(I wanted to put in a pic of the tiger since its the year of the Tiger after all. Never mind. I think Simba will grow up to be one anyway. Cat ma cat la. :P)
(ROARRRRRR~~!!!!)
Some smart ass in the office actually brought durian into the office yesterday.
Or I HOPE it's the durian fruit itself.
If its not, it must be some colleagues who just ate durian somewhere-I-dunno-where and FARTED OR BURPED AT MY FLOOR LAAAAAA!!! Which is DEFINITELY worst than smelling the fruit itself.
"Ya lor. DURIAN!"
"Bau durian nih!"
"OI! Siapa tengah makan durian?!! Ini BUKAN rumah awak ok?"
"Urgh. Potong stim betul la. Kenapa la durian?!!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Tell me la, who dare to stand up and admit after quite a number of people scolding the culprit?
I mean, C'mon. I don't even remember every single detail about the work I had done early this morning.. and I can remember the song which I listened to when I was in form 2? And no, I don't usually listen to LP..... *thinks*.... Neh, at least not this one.
*rolls eyes*
Btw, I just broke the record la. More than four or five days didn't online, but I wanted to make it a week. I failed (as you can see right now..). Hahahah.. beh tahan. Need to watch Clicknetwork.tv, my source of entertainment. XD
Working life so far has been good. Not that I have anything to complain about it, but it gets a bit repetitive these days. I am too impatient sometimes that I make mistakes but lesson learnt when I was helping Denise. *blushes*
Ah. I had my hair cut yesterday.
What else...
Anyhooooo, :) Feb is here alrighty. MARCH IS COMINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! Resultttttttttttttt!!!! Its soooo frustratingggg knowing my name is printed on a slip somewhere out there, along with my grades.
*pulls hair*
*screams*
Oh, and not forgetting CNY! :D
February is fast approaching!!!!
I'm getting more nervous whenever I think about my STPM results. *smacks forehead* I mean, c'mon. IT'S SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, WAITING TO BE RELEASED. Urghhhhhh!!!! And it determines my future!! What's wrong with meeee?! If it weren't for my job at Jerneh (the name of the company I'm currently working in), the thought of it would have driven me CRAZY!
Did I tell you I'm lucky to have Sheryn as my "supervisor"? I actually have two "supervisors" (Kak Siti) but I seem to be asking Sheryn most of the time.. so.. Never mind. Just the other day, I asked her a simple question and she actually entertained me!
"Do you actually learn all these things while you were in the university?"
She talked for 2 hours or so. O.O She explained from A to Z on what I've been doing (e.g. attaching clauses to policies, amendments of policies, filing, renewal of policies and so on) and I find it interesting, really! Lol. I wouldn't have known the term "Marine Insurance" also covers the loss or damage of any mode of transportation INCLUDING airplanes and trains.
To me, Marine = Big mighty Ocean = Vessels + Yachts ONLY.
And yeah, I did make a mistake or two while keying in data, but I'm grateful to have such a caring supervisor. :P Some more she has my sister's name! Can always shout at her back at home (Shereen) if I'm not happy with the Sheryn at work.
Not bad hor? :PPPPPP
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. "
THIS is why I'd rather have any PCs or laptops out of my sight AT ALL TIMES. It's almost 2am now and I am still wide awake. o_o
No one in my house is awake to stop me..
*sigh* I took a few hours nap after work. Totally regret it now. But you would have done the same thing too when you worked like a cow from 8am-5pm. I despise the part where I had to search for BOXFILES and most of the time, they are so heavy!! Call me "chin kam siu cheh" I don't care. =_=
Sis informed me that there are many changes in school. No more assembly except on Mondays and Thursdays (if im not mistaken about the days)? Amazing. They are actually expecting students to line up without any orders before obediently walking back into classes in one line, or something like that. PA system will not be used. k. Wrong info. Sis just told me that PA system will be used, but not by the teachers. =.= Suruh pun susah, tak suruh macam mana ha kau fikir? Oh well. Monday morning assembly will be conducted in Malay instead of English. Hehhhhhhh..
K la. I really gotta go. Tummy starting to rumble. Need to sleep before I grab something to eat. :P (5kgs. Yes, yes.)
p.s : IT'S FRIDAY ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life with its uncertainties.
It's sucky enough to not know what the future has in store for me.
Perhaps I have been thinking too much these days.
Time to grow up and embrace it when the time does come.
In the mean time, I'll just have to try and appreciate what I do have in my possession now.
Tomorrow's the future,
but today is a gift.
That's why it's called the PRESENT"
NTU!!!!
I CANNOT BEAR THE THOUGHT OF ME
NOT GETTING ADMITTED INTO
PUBLIC S'PORE UNI.
*PULLS HAIR*
slowly going gila.
Will just have to wait patiently until the announcement of my results..
*breathes in, out*
And I have to say that by working,
half of my day is gone without worrying about my future.
Thank you.
Lol.
Thanks for the SMSes, presents, angpaus and Facebook wishes, you-know-who-you-are :D
Had a lovely dinner with my family the day before the real day. Another one with both my gugu and gujeong on the actual day. :D
Thank youuuuuuuu~~!!
Been working so hard these days that I've been sleeping earlier than 12. *yawns* Could barely open my eyes after work.
Nevertheless, I feel good at the end of the day, despite the fact the temperature in the office is so cold every single day.. BEING PRODUCTIVE OWHKAY! Besides, hahahaa.. I know this makes me feel cheap but I have to say that I do motivate myself every now and then with the extra pocket money I'm getting. (Getting paid every day I work!)
Would love to camwhore in office but too bad, yours truly is too shy. (Thus, camwhoring session shall be held at my own home with my dearest sister. Using the webcam XD) Compared to last two years ago I worked at JERNEH, the marine department I'm currently working at has many staffs walking around and about the partition I was given to settle down. *shrugs*
k.ta.bai.